ButterflyLois

Amputee life before and after...

Tuesday, February 09, 2010

~It Got Us~ :-)

The snow sure hasnt missed us this time.. I
got up this morning to at least 2 inches of
snow already out there. I took that picture
of what I will call my snow gauge.. Just to
see how much we get.. I heard on the radio
this morning that we are under the gun till
TOMORROW night! Winds of up to 35 mph.
white out conditions.. Blizzard warnings.. The
emergency snow routes have been designated
and I bet by this afternoon no one will be
allowed out on the roads.. by tonight for sure
Squirrley is covered in snow, hes been out there stuffin his face
for an hour! :-) You can see how heavy snow is coming down...
Im using the sunflowers and those others as my depth gauge.. this
was at 9 this morning... Snow, snow, snow.. :-)
Female Cardinal in the center ... :-) Amazing the birds are out in force..
Glad I have food out there.. :-)
Travis was due to come by today and I called
him at 10 and told him not to try it.. There
hasnt been that first plow out there YET and
the roads are not cleared.. My driveway wont
be plowed probly not till tomorrow, so I am
having doubts if Penny will be able to make it
here tomorrow either, so I'm glad I stocked
up on everything.. This time we are gonna get
it.. We've been lucky so far but well we all
got to have our turn.. I'm glad I just don't
have to be out in it... I was surprised that
Travis was even at work.. He lives up in
Kalamazoo.. I told him to keep a watch.. If
he doesn't pay attention he may get stuck
there if they don't allow anyone on the
roads.. I know schools are either closed
already or on 2 hr delay to see if it might
open, which no.. this IS a SNOW DAY!! :-)

I loved snow days, no school! Only thing was
my dad had a jeep.. he could have taken me,
4 wheel drive it goes anywhere.. I'm glad
the kids have 4 wheel drive vehicles.. Donnie
and Kelli both do.. They have long drives to
work so they need that in bad weather. But
if this keeps on.. IF? :-) lets say, by this
afternoon.. they most definitely WILL have
to use the 4 wheel drive.. If Donnie gets
sent home early I know what hes gonna do..
Hes probly prayin now.. "Come ON SNOW!"
Hes anxious to ride his snow mobile :-)

Ive been asked about the Porcupine meatballs..
D.. it does NOT compare to Road Kill Racoon :-)
too funny :-D... Its the same stuffing I put into
my green peppers or cabbage leaves.. Ground
meat with rice.... cooked in tomato sauce.. The
rice sticks out and looks like porcupine quills..
They were so good! I use this new 4 cheese
tomato sauce by CLASSICO.. Good? If you
use Ragu or Progresso you will like this even
better, trust me.. Its really good.. I just poured
it over the porkies and baked them, covered
of course... about an hour, so the meat is cooked,
I use cooked rice...

I have no plans other than to make 3 aprons, 2 for
Pennys grand daughters and a matching one for
Penny.. The girls plan to go over and make stuff
for a valentines party, cookies.. so I told Penny
I would make them all aprons.. I sent one as a
test sizer and it fit perfectly.. :-) So I got it
back just to froo froo it up.. :-) Put some lace
and ruffles on it.. You know how little girls love
the frillies.. :-)

So.. that means its post time for this GORGEOUS
WEEBLE and I'm havin those left over porkies
out there in the fridge.. I KNOW they will be even
better today.. AND.. I had Penny get some of my
favorite soda yesterday..Creme Soda... I love that
stuff and its been so long since I even thought
about getting some, but I saw it on TV! Made me
think of it.. I had a can last evening.. it was SO
good.. only 1.. I learned.. I made NO potty call
last nite so I did good :-) Time to close.. but
remember.. I shall return!!! :-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless You, is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...

Monday, February 08, 2010

~Wrong Numbers~ :-(

Ive had this new phone number for over a
year now, would you believe I still get calls
for other people? I'm on that Do Not Call
list, but obviously doesn't do any good! I
got 2 calls this morning, BEFORE 8 am.. one
for some Steve something, the other for
Eddie something.. I get so irate when I get
these calls.. specially if I forget to keep my
cordless phone with me and I have to make
a mad dash to get to it when it rings.. THEN
when its not even for me? I get so mad.. And
I have to say I do get rather rude.. well they
need to have updated lists...

These collectors get these lists from companies
and I bet 75% of them are wrong numbers..
Then they have it where the phone automatically
dials the numbers and its press 1 if its them, press
2 if they need time to get the person.. and 3 if
its a wrong number ! I don't need to tell you what
number I press do I? :-) Waking up to those kinds
of calls automatically put me in a bad mood. I know
everyone needs their jobs but well to just dial at
random they should check first..


I kept getting calls from this census crap their doing.
I told them don't count me. I bet those people called
me 3 or 4 times already.. I'm glad with this new phone
bundle I have caller id.. so I can see whos calling now..
Well if I'm not in my bedroom .. I don't have caller ID
on that phone.. Its sposta.. and I plugged it in.. but it
doesn't show and I have NO idea why.. :-) I read the
directions and every thing.. just doesn't work.. :-(

I saw the black and white kittie this morning and I am
so glad Penny put a dish of food out there for him..
that poor cat ate half of what was out there.. He was
hungry.. Poor thing.. Penny says "that cat will drive the
birds off".. but it wont.. Ive seen them all out there
and when the birds or squirrley see one of the cats
out there they don't stick around.. I hate to see a
hungry animal.. or people for that matter.. I hope the
other tiger kittie comes by and he sees the food.. he
looks so bad.. I really feel sorry for him...

Penny made it today and shes gone to the store to
stock up for the rest of the week just in case.. We
are under the gun.. this time the weather man says
WE are gonna get 6 to 12 inches of snow.. starting
late tonite.. So.. just to be safe, and in case Penny
cant get here Wednesday I have what I need and
so do the boys.. We have been really lucky this
winter I think.. we've not gotten what they have
all around us .. and out east.. bad bad bad.. DC,
they say has just shut down from all the snow..
So if we do get some from this storm we cant
complain.. But THIS time of year is when we DO
get the most snow.. not in Dec when you would
think it would be worse.. Winter isnt over by
any means.. :-)

I know what is over tho... and that's this post..
I have stuff I want to do today.. I might sew
and then again I might not.. I watched the
super bowl and sadly the Colts lost.. they
played a great first half.. and the 2nd half I
guess they spent all their energy in the first,
when the saints came out after the half they
just stomped the daylights otta the Colts.. I
am kinda glad the Saints won tho... they've not
won a Super Bowl ever I think.. and every team
needs a turn to be the Champions.. :-)


With that 2 cents, this GORGEOUS WEEBLE
is signing off and gonna go help make some
porcupine meatballs today.. I havent had them
in ages and they are SO good.. and very easy
to make too.. So.. color me gone for today..
But.. remember.. I shall return!!! :-)


Always, Lois ****

God Bless You, is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...

Sunday, February 07, 2010

~The Mad Woodpecker~ :-)

That one isnt it :-)
I got a great video, sent to me yesterday of a
super mad woodpecker.. Not exactly like the
ones I see but I wish you could see this video..
Its on you tube... When I saw my woodpecker
outside this morning, as you see, I DID get a
nice photo of him.. Only took 3 tries and a few
choice words and I finally got a snapshot :-) !
But it reminded me of the woodpecker on that
video.. Some birdwatchers spotted him just
hammering away at this hole.. I figgured he was
making a new one as there was one just below
it.. :-) Wrong!


After watching this mad as could be woodpecker,
well, he was hitting that so hard he would almost
bounce up in the air.!. It was amazing.!. When all
of a sudden theres a HUGE GREEN SNAKE ! It
jumps out of that hole, grabs that bird and you
can hear the guy in the boat saying "DONT move
the boat".. He said what kind of snake but I was
so amazed at watching that snake and the bird,
I wasn't paying close attention...The fight was ON!

The snake grabbed that bird by the neck, and
the bird kept hammering away at the snake..
The snake would let go, the bird would fly to
another spot to keep pecking away at the snake!
They fought for quite awhile.. It was really
amazing to watch that.. Look for it on you tube..
Its worth the watch.. Only bad thing is.. it didn't
show who won.. I think that snake gave up.. unless
it killed that bird, the bird would not give up,
I don't think.. I kinda thought it might have been
the woodies nest.. I hope it wasn't and that snake
ate his babies.. well HER babies.. Hmmmmm.. that
would explain the fierceness of that bird and its
determination to get that snake no matter what!]
Its a great video.. watch it if you can... :-)

I have not one thing planned for today other than
to find out when the super bowl is on.. I dunno
what time, I'll look online.. I lived in Indiana for
many years, Elkhart, so I have to back the Colts.
If theyre in the super bowl they must be pretty
good.. I always have been a Packer Backer, they
are my team.. I was hoping they would go to the
super bowl.. but everyone has to have a go at it.
The colors of the saints is almost the same as
my school colors, gold and black...good combination.
One team has awful colors that I don't even like
to watch them at all.. I think the Browns.. The
orange and brown colors.. not my colors.. Packers
are green and yellow.. good combination... :-)
Anyway.......

I'm gonna close this for today and look up the
time and station.. Sposta be some pretty neat
commercials during the game.. Myself, I don't
think ANY commercial is good but I will admit
some are funny... :-) A good laugh is always good
for you.. that's why I think one of my favorite
TV shows is Americas funniest home video show..
I really enjoy that one :-)

Post time and for this GORGEOUS WEEBLE to
get some lunch...But remember.. "I shall return!"

Always, Lois ****


God Bless You, is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...

Saturday, February 06, 2010

~Yard Drama~ :-)

2 Squirrleys! :-) and the chase was on!
Drama in the yard this morning :-) 2 squirrels at
the same time.. The one in the birdbath ran that
one on the tree all the way up it and over to the
next one.. I watched as it ran across the street
over to the garden ladys house.. she has a huge
tree over there...The other came back down and
continued eating.. It was fun watching him defend
that birdbath.. He stays in it for almost an hour
munching at the corn and sunflower seeds in it..
I'm glad I have it for these critters :-) I hope
they know how much I enjoy them. :-)
Beans with bacon MMMM :-) some onion too :-)
There were 4 crows or black birds out there too,
but when that squirrel came up there.. well that
guy runs every one off.. The little birds and the
doves will come back but not go near the birdbath.
Its fun to watch how they react.. I can tell when
someone or something is close by, the birds scatter
and squirrely runs as fast as he can over to the
garage.. Usually when they do that its one of the
cats.. The orange cat that I belive belongs to the
gardenlady, came thru the yard yesterday and
this poor cat was limping.. I hate seeing that.. I
hope the gardenlady notices and sees whats wrong.
I would phone her and ask but I don't know her
by anything but the gardenlady and I gave her that
name so I don't think shes in the phone book! :-)
Not under that name anyway !! :-)
There is a photo of my Hawaiian sweet bread.. Its
SO good.. I used my bread maker. I love that thing.
It really makes wonderful bread.. I use box mixes,
but of course you can make bread from scratch too.
Mine has a timer on it... so I could put all the stuff
in it.. set the timer so that when I got up or got
home, if I went somewhere that is :-) it would be
done and warm by the time I got to it... Becky with
APS, years ago.. when I was in the apartment.. she
got it for me.. She was the best that has ever
worked for DHS.. she cared and really TRIED to
help everyone.. We are still friends today.. shes
retired from there now, and does a lot of work for
ARF and animal rights.. She has 3 dogs, or did, and
2 or 3 cats.. She asks me off and on if I want a
new kittie.. I'm so tempted to get a new baby...but
I dunno.. these 2 are handfuls, but a kittie.. I don't
think there anything much cuter.. I'm debating.. :-)

My pot of beans is about done and I have my bread..
So three guesses what this GORGEOUS WEEBLE
is gonna do now? :-) Yup.. EAT!! :-) Super bowl is
tomorrow.. I hope the Colts win.. Indiana you know..
I'm a Packer Backer first.. then I guess I have to
root for the Indiana team.. Although I like the
Saints uniforms better :-) I'm gonna watch it if
nothing else is on... I watched those grammys I think
it was.. awards thing for movie stars.. That young
woman Pinks.. that girl put on a show that was one
of the most amazing Ive ever seen.. Such a wonder
ful young talented beautiful girl.. Oprah interviewed
her yesterday.. If Pinks show is on you tube go look.
It was amazing..

Time to post and get on with today.. This GORGEOUS
WEEBLE hopes you have a great week end.. and
don't forget the 14th!! :-) AND.. I shall return!!! :-)


Always, Lois ****

God Bless You, is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...

Friday, February 05, 2010

~Im Late~


I'm late today :-) Been kinda hectic.. I woke up
with a bad stomach to start off with and then
Penny came, then Rebecca.. She brought a
big box of food for me.. I am most grate
ful for that.. But Penny and I have been
busy.. She made a loaf of Hawaiian sweet
bread, some blueberry muffins and we put
that pot of navy beans on to cook! We've
been busy this morning.. And now this
GORGEOUS WEEBLE is kinda pooped ! :-)
In more ways than one today! That was
tacky.. :-) but its true! Pennys stomach is
not real good either today so we tried
to figure out what the cause could be..


We both have been having a bowl of cereal
in the evening.. Rice Krispies for me and
she has been having Corn Flakes.. but the
one thing that we both have is milk with it.
My stomach does NOT tolerate milk products
or dairy, like eggs.. I cant eat milk chocolate
either and that is sad :-( Took me a long time
to figure out what was wrong with me.. I think
I just can only do once or twice a week, the
cereal bit.. Then maybe it wont bother me too
much.. I don't use a lot of milk in a bowl of
cereal .. no more than a half a cup.. but I think
I cant have that every night for a snack..

Although when I needed abdominal bypasses I
had severe stomach pains about an hour after
I ate.. when whatever I ate started to digest..
Ive had 2 abdominal bypasses already.. The
first in 97 and the other one in 2000, after I
had the triple heart bypass... I thought it was
the milk intolerance when it was more serious.
I hope I don't have to have another of them..
They did each one differently.. the first they
cut me right down the middle.. the second they
went down my left side.. that's why I cant lay
on that side.. But the symptoms are the same
almost as a milk intolerance..

Anyway, I'm wore out for today and as soon as
I post this I'm gonna find some food.. which I
always do.. and then this GORGEOUS WEEBLE
is gonna take a 5.. well maybe a 6 :-) BUT!!! I
shall return!!! :-)

Always, Lois ****
God Bless You, is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...

Thursday, February 04, 2010

~I'm Bad!~ :-)

I think since time began anything less than
perfect was either hidden, or destroyed.. Ive
heard of some 3rd world countries that if a child
is born with any kind of defect they are killed
or hidden away till they die so no one knows there
is a flaw in the family.. Even animals if they have
a baby that they seem to know is not perfect, the
mother will abandon and in some cases eat their
young... Sometimes I think some people should do
that too! :-) I'm kidding.. this is a serious subject,
but I HAD to put that cuz it was what I was
thinkin!! :-) I know- I'm bad..:-) anyway...

This movie I saw was about FDR.. Franklin Delano
Roosevelt.. He was stricken with polio when he was
8.. I looked up about him.. He was a great and power
ful man.. all the Roosevelts were, specially Eleanor..
I looked him up on the net.. They, only in the past
few years, put up a actual photo of him in a chair..
But while he was President.. very few ever saw him
in one or were photos taken of him in one.. The
stigmatism was there...Even though he was the
President, our country didn't want to know that he
was less than perfect..

In this movie.. there was a health spa with healing
waters.. mineral springs I guess, in GA, People with
health problems of any kind went there.. mostly
polio people, but other disabilities as well...However
if you only went to just relax, get away, a holiday,
had no health issues, let alone in a wheel chair,,,
you had access to the mineral springs at certain
times.. The people with disabilities could only use
the pool when none of the "PERFECT" guests
were out and could see them. They had separate
dining rooms... The President changed that once
he realized that the spa owners and half the
guests were biased and narrow minded as to not
see People as PEOPLE...

I think one of the best parts of this whole movie,
for me anyway, that I remember the most was the
scene of a young couple.. he worked there as a
waiter.. she was in a wheel chair.. back then polio
was rampant.. I think that's what she had.. she
had legs, but couldn't move them.. They were in
love.. It showed them sitting side by side.. when
he could sneak away to be with her. But the best
scene was when one evening after dinner they
heard the music from the PERFECT guests ball
room.. The boy stood up.. went over to the girl..
He reached down and picked up her hands to
put her arms around his neck.. he lifted her up..
Held her close and they danced.. You could see
the love and the fact she couldn't walk , well
he loved her anyway and he thought of a way
to make her feel PERFECT.. :-) And they danced...

To me it showed no matter what.. imperfections
or what ever.. doesn't matter..to those of us that
really FEEL that way.. like the REAL Devs.. not the
deviate ones that see disabled women or men
as a fetish.. and the main reason I think is for the
word.. CONTROL.. no arms.. how can you fight?
no legs.. you cant run away! Paralyzed.. well you,
you have no way to escape someone that is out to
"Get" you more or less.. I have met some that
say they are devs.. but I don't believe them.. Ive
talked to them at length.. and I really believe for
them.. its all control, want to see the amp on the
floor, in submission more or less and they use
the CONTROL words of "no one else would want
you, so be grateful I do".. Ive heard that!!!

Boy do I get some crap started hey? But I find
all this most interesting.. and I ask questions of
everyone I know.. I think .. truth be known
that perhaps I am a dev myself.. I have NO problem
with disabilities.. I think that's why I went to
nursing school.. I am .. well was.. a LPN.. then an aide.
I loved nursing.. and I think that part of me and
others that have no problem with people that have
a handicap all are devs.. :-) So THERE!!! ;-)

I found the movie..its at AMAZON.. its called Warm
Springs.. If you can see it.. watch it.. its quite good..
I read the reviews about it.. and I have YET to find
one that brings this subject up in any length at all
about the bias towards chair people. There were a
few lines referring to it.. But not many.. I think very
few even realized that about this movie.. well saw
it the way I did...showing disabled ARE human.. that
we love, laugh and feel just like every one that
THINKS they are PERFECT... note > THINKS! :-)

Its not lunch time yet, but I woke up hungry.. Ive
been trying not to snack as much at night while
I'm watching TV.. I learned about drinking any
thing past 6.. If I want to sleep for longer than
3 hours at a time :-) Those midnight potty calls
just wake me up totally then I cant go back to
sleep for at least an hour.. :-) But I have put on
a few pounds.. Penny says no..I havent.. but I
KNOW I have.. my little lap is getting smaller!
That's how I KNOW!! :-)

Anyhoway.. I am most pleased that the past few
blogs have met with such great comments and
mail.. Thanks.. Sometimes I worry I might step
on someones toes.. Wouldn't hurt.. :-) but still...
I wouldn't want to do that.. I just have a way
of saying what I think.. and no one has to really
agree with me either.. these are MY feelings
and what Ive gotten out of all my meetings of
so many different types of people.. :-)

Post time, and food time for this GORGEOUS
WEEBLE.... BUT!! "I SHALL RETURN!!! " :-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless You, is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

~Works For Me~ :-)


I have to say that I have been most pleased with the
response and comments from my blogs this week.. I'm
glad that I can put my 2 cents in on these topics..
And being an amputee for almost 10 years, I'm not
saying I'm an expert.. but Ive questioned a lot of men
and women, devs and amputees.. I find this all to be
very interesting.. Whats even more interesting is
when I have talked, well chatted, with young men
that were embarrassed at how they felt.. They
felt that loving or wanting someone with a disability
or as Normies see us... Less than perfect...was
wrong.. Its NOT wrong ... :-) Works for me!~! :-)
Anyhoway..........

I was in a Yahoo chat room, which one I don't
remember its been a few years and I don't do
chat rooms any more... But I was in the room
and every one was putting their 2 cents in on
what they felt and their experiences.. I got a
private chat message.. It was from a young
man that was still in high school.. a senior I
believe he said. But his first sentence to me
was.. " Lois, I think I'm one of those people
you mentioned.. a devotee! I thought it was
WRONG to care about a girl that was a
amputee.. and Ive been so afraid to say any
thing or ask someone for fear of what they
would think of me"....

This boy was in a kinda bad place.. We talked
for weeks.. I told him its NOT a bad thing to
desire or want a disabled person.. It takes a
very special person to love and care for some
one with a disability and the fact that they
perfer that type of person, whether its a
man or woman.. Me, I give them credit.. It
makes me feel good..


Another time I got a message and it was in
a chat room.. This guy messaged me and we
chatted for quite a while.. I'm very honest,
I have a SERIOUS problem with lies.. I don't
lie.. and I told this guy that I was an amputee.
His reply really kinda hurt my feelings.. he
said "I'm sorry, but I cant chat with you,
there is no point as we can never be real
friends.. Your disabled and I have a problem
with that.. I feel being the able one.. that
the DIS abled one would take advantage of
me if I cared.. I cant talk to you anymore".
Can you imagine, just being a new amputee
how I felt? I was so hurt... BUT.. well I
feel sorry for the guy to be so narrow
minded.. but I think it all boils down to
one thing..

I think from the time we are born, we are
programmed that everything has to be
perfect, unflawed or its not as valuable..
People included... Some countries if a baby
is born with any kind of flaw, that child is
killed.. Here, we don't do that.. but.. is not
what we do just as bad? We treated them
like they are worthless and not useful
people..At least years ago they did.. I try
to remember that movie about that Pres
that was in a chair.. Roosevelt.. when he
went to a spa place and realized how the
disabled were segregated from the
PERFECT people.. I'm glad that's changed.

Well lunch time and I got right back up
on that soap box didn't I ? Well its great
I think, that I can write how I feel, and
I don't mind if someone disagrees with
me and hey.. thanks for the great comments.
I love reading them and mainly to know that
someone likes reading what I write...:-)

I better save some of my thoughts for
tomorrow though.. This post is long enuff..
So... this GORGEOUS WEEBLE is gonna
post this.. and eat lunch.. Pennys gonna
surprise me today.. Probly say "SURPRISE!
I DIDNT COOK!" No.. she will make any
thing I ask. Shes a good kid.. :-) I'm done
for today.. But remember... I SHALL Return!


Always, Lois ****

God Bless You, is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...
 
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