~Spring Fever Already?~ :-)

LB's favorite spot.. :-) top of the refrigerator..

I closed down my computer yesterday about

12:30.. earlier than usual.. but I was tired and

didn't have anything to do online or here for

that matter. let me rephrase, nothing I FELT

like doing... so I went and crawled up on my

bed, watched TV, I changed channels so many

times I'm surprised my clicker still works.. I hate

to watch commercials.. well, some make me laugh

at what some of them can cause.. One pill was

for male 'enhancement'.. nice way of putting it..

but the dangers were.. going deaf or blind...

well.. I thought that was one of the things

that happened if you didn't.. "get enhanced"

would happen !! :-) But I'm off the point...:-)
Ive been thinking that I am just wasting my

days.. and I honestly DONT know how to fix

it,, not with my arms aching so badly and my

thumbs not working half the time.. Have you

ever tried to do anything without your thumb?
That jewel is your grabber !! Its not easy to

hold anything with a weak thumb.. and if you

don't have one.. well you cant hold on ! But....

there really isnt a lot I can do with achey arms

and hands.. Sewing isnt too bad, if I don't have

to do tedious things, like hand sewing.. even to

put elastic thru makes my thumbs ache, holding

onto the pin that's on the elastic to get it thru

the waistband or what ever.. So, I dunno.. but

I need to feel useful.. that Ive accomplished

something!!! I wonder could this be my yearly

Spring Fever?....

I have a friend.. shes a dak as well.. her hubby

takes the very best care of her.. TOO much.. he

hovers.. and does every thing.. which is not good

either.. it makes her feel even worse than I do..

This hubby doesn't even let her go to the potty

alone! I guess, really, I do accomplish some things.

since Penny only comes 3 times a week.. so I do

DO things.. But my friend got really discouraged..

I told her she needs to really tell her hubby.. she

HAS to do some things.. just to know she can..to

keep trying herself...

For me .. I think its being productive maybe is the

word I'm looking for.. Ive worked hard all my

working life.. I worked while I was married to all

3 hubbys.. I worked up to the day I had my heart

attack back in 2000... I produced a paycheck .. :-)

Now.. hmmm.. I have NO producing.. :-) Maybe that's

the best word for me.. When I feel like this I get

very down.. which isnt good.. I never used to get bored

when I was able to do things...I'm so limited now as

to what I can do.. my stamina.. I guess has left me..

I guess its all a game of re adjusting to just what

I CAN do with what I have.. like with my monthly

changing budget.. that's a real downer !!! :-)

I'm told my writing here is encouragement, that

just that has encouraged some.. so I guess that IS

accomplishing something.. I should look more into

just what I can do.. If only to just give hope to

those that need it IS being productive .. just in

different way.. So that does count and it DOES
make me feel better. Sometimes I just wish I did

more.. But if I was satisfied.. maybe I would just

sit back and not try anymore.. so feeling like this

maybe isnt that bad, it keeps me looking for ways

to DO stuff.. I cant give up... I'm on wheels for

Pete's sake.. I'm on a ROLL!! :-) so I cant stop! :-)

Well.. this GORGEOUS ROLLING WEEBLE is

gonna post this for today.. I hope you had a good

quiet week end like I did .. its not quite done yet,

so lets hope mine stays quiet.. things can change

in just the blink of an eye! :-) Post time and

then food.. I have NO idea what.. Yesterday was

just a pb&j day.. Peanut butter & jelly sandwich..

I LOVE those things.. I make toast..lotsa butter,

I know, I know, then PB on one slice. Raspberry

jam on the other.. put together.. and M M M...

good stuff :-) I only had ONE! anyhoway....

Mary, I hope all goes well tomorrow.. I will keep

you in my prayers! :-)

Remember.. I SHALL return! :-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless You, is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend".

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...