~Talk About EXpensive!~

Guess what I did today? I checked online for how much it would cost to fly to London..Can you believe it? I was surprised at the price of it.. I had no idea .... The cost was staggering for a round trip ticket.. I checked with American Airlines..and ONE way from Chicago O'Hare to Heathrow, London was $477.oo. Can you BELIEVE It? wow..Almost $1000.oo that's ungodly. sheesh.. I had NO idea be that much...I had almost been SERIOUSLY considering going to London for a holiday, just to say I HAVE been to Europe.. The flight time was 7 hours and 40 minutes...Not too bad...This price is astonishing!!!...I am amazed...But I checked once how much to take the train from here to Seattle, with a private compartment for 4 days, and this was round trip..was just over 1000.oo.. I guess no matter where you go..the cost of the gas is what is making these prices so high, but then I've never really checked before, usually when I went, all the arrangements were already made, all I had to do was wait for the tickets and hotel information delivered to me... I am finding out lol...Nothing is cheap to do anymore.. Maybe I should just go over to that casino over here on the lake.. I think its in one of those big ships..My niece went and she had a great time.. I went to Atlantic City once to Caesar's Palace.. wow what a TREAT!!! I LOVED it there..But then I won quite a bit of money there too lol...so I MADE money going there on that little voyage ..I did have a good time tho..I just have to find someone to go with me now.. ok.. who wants to go? :-) A nice holiday away,, Maybe would do me good.. I've been here in this apartment now since 2002. 4 years in January..hmmmm.... Wow- sure doesn't seem like I've lived here that long..LOOKS IT.. lol..but then again..sometimes it feels like I've never lived any where else.. I wonder if its because of the "revised" me that is living here..the same person I was but not really ...2 different people in 2 different worlds but the same person? does that make sense? lol.. .I still stop and look at my self in the mirror and just stare and stare.. not really seeing anything-- more or less wondering maybe.. just WHO IS THAT in the mirror...I sit and shake my head and think..."ain't this JUST a BUGGAR" kinda laugh..and roll off..and then wonder why I had to sit there like an idiot and stare at myself lol..sad sad :-D...But I have done this quite a few times...and doesn't really solve anything..but I just happen to catch a glimpse of myself..and have to just stop and look at JUST WHO IS there...and guess what? :-D its ME !!!! Well since I found myself..lol.:-) .I am going to see if I can find the kitchen- I haven't eaten all day and I just have NOT for some reason gotten ANY kind of appetite back..And too, to be honest.. It just wears me out to go out there and do any kind of major cooking I tried..I guess once this stuff gets all the way worked through my system I will feel alot better.. I DO feel better..but just not up to Par.. But I sure am trying.. Found this photo and its an older one..Thats my boy Dutch I'm holding and you can see how small he is..but Its the best I could do.. If I took a picture of how I look right now I would give you ALL nightmares..TRUST me lol...ok ok- a disturbed sleep then NOT the sweet dreams I HOPE you would have anyway :-) lol..nitey nite... :-) Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? Luv YA!!!! & thanks... :-) Always,Lois**** May God Bless you today, I'm so honored to call you friend, I pray the Lord will keep you safe, Until I write again...