~Im So Weak~

Blogger still wont let me upload a photo again ...all it does is keep

saying its loading.. 15 minutes ive had to wait again.. I will

have to write to them to see what the problem is..I am very

sorry..

I am feeling a little better today. The sneezing is gone. but the

cough is back if I take a deep breathe...I cant remember

feeling this weak in ages..well since I had that bout in Jan. but

then that wasnt the same as this ugliness... I got up this

morning and came and did email and by then I was totally

exhausted and went back to bed..till 3..got up and now ..its after

5 and I am totally give out.. I really dont like this weakened feeling..

Since this cold or whatever.. I have had horrible stomach and

have to make potty calls during the nite..and the amount of

energy it takes is amazing..it seems I have none...This feeling

of weakness I dont like..By the time I get back to bed.. I am so

weak and tired i fall back to sleep..but its not a good sleep, i

am so restless and just cant seem to find a comfortable way

to lay..and just sit there for a while thinking about how

miserable I am, wishing I felt better.

When I have to get back in my chair I pause every few moves..

just to get some strength for the final pull back into my chair..

I do the same when I am getting back onto my bed or onto the

potty.. I am thinking the whole time that This is NOT a good

thing, so to feel a little better today is a great feeling.. I dont

feel totally better by any means..but I can tell I am better today

than yesterday...Those sneezes were scarey..3,4 at a time and

no air left afterwards..

Well I have no choice but to close this and slowly but steadily

roll back to my bed.. I have to lay it down... Thanks for all

the wonderful get wells..and loving concern ...means alot to

me...Nitey nite :-)

Y'all have a good one now y'hear? LUV YA...& thanks!!!!

Always, Lois ****

May God Bless you today,

I'm so honored to call you friend,

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...