~Tired~

Ive noticed im more tired than I usually am, if that's possible.

I know I fall asleep early I very seldom see whats on at 9 , if

I am sitting up I have a tendency to lean forward then, hug a

pillow and well.. 1,2,3, Im down for the count.. If I lean back,

relaxed on a couple pillows, here come the boys to snuggle

down by me, so I squirm down a bit to get them comfy and

before I know it its 2 hours later, light is on and so is the TV,

and the 3 of us are just snoozin... I ve been getting up a bit

later, 7 or so..and the past couple days Ive gotten so tired

about 11 that when I eat lunch ..well the 1,2, 3, count is on

again..and I have been taking a little 'desk rest' the past

couple 2 or 3 days.. It could be that Im just not feeling that

good yet, I sure wish It would go away what ever this is

that seems to flare up every once in a while..

What gets to me, I don't, well not lately, do anything to make

myself tired.. It is SO hard to SIT constantly.. But I really don't

do major stuff to make myself worn out like I feel sometimes.

The best way I can describe the tiredness is that I feel it deep

in my bones..where my WHOLE body is just tired..tired.. and

I HAVE to just lay it down.. It could be my thyroid again..I know

when its acted up before I have gotten like this.. When my

count was very high in the hell home, all I was doing was sleeping

and I couldn't seem to stay awake at all..and they decided to do

a thyroid test as my Dr was concerned..If they had waited much

longer I could have possibly gone into a coma..induced by the

thyroid which I didn't know THAT was possible.. I have some

Oriental name disease that affects mine..Ive had it always.. I don't

ever remember not having to take thyroid pills.. But the tiredness

I feel now is kinda the same..Im taking my pills but they may need

increased.. No telling.. This tired comes in spurts anyway so it

may just be a matter again of testing my patience..I am getting SO

good at that game..

I have eaten so good all week end that I really shouldn't eat all this

next week.. I had forgotten about Dawn bringing me dinner..and I

had Penny help make a meat pie.. Which was excellent..I havent

had any sweets though so I have been good, mainly because I

forgot to have Penny get me anything :-) With all this food and my

great saffron bread..that's plenty. Chairs have been known to

shrink so im told.. that would not be good.. I did have this one made

longer and a tad wider though.. I wanted some extra room so I can

sit backwards if I want to.. I have to keep moving around and shifting

my weight or I get some bad aches in my hips..

The photo is an older one..from 2003 I think.. I didn't put the date ..I

am pretty sure though because my computer then was in the living

room and that was before I moved it into the bedroom way before

I started this blog.. I had that photo on my AOL website and some

one stole it and posted that one on a yahoo group which of course

INSTANTLY made me mad.. I know who did it and I am sure they

wont again..its happened once again since, but I hope it never

does again..The last time a amputee, was selling a different photo

well 6 to be exact of me on her paid site, I was VERY upset.. I don't

sell my photos why would I permit someone else to especially a

amputee when she has her own. I don't sell photos, or videos.. If

someone wants One I will send one ..but I don't charge. Anyways,

its an older photo, and im GORGEOUS :-) Looky Dutch, isnt he a

tiny thing? You can tell cuz of his white face..His little leg isnt any

bigger than my finger.. kitties are so precious... If I had a bigger

place I would add to this family..Dutch would enjoy some one to

play with as active as he is.. LB plays but not as much. Then again

3 cats playing in the middle of the night, hmmm..I dunno.. :-)

My butt is screaming at me again and I am tired.. was a long slow,

Sunday.. I have lots to do tomorrow its a phone call day and I don't

do them very well but I have no choice..its about my SSI and I cant

afford to have ANY problems with it.. Some crackers then off to

see how much TV I can watch.. im tired so not much probly.. not

too tired to say "nitey nite" ... :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and Thanks ! :-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless you, is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again.....