~Im Cranky~

I think we are going to have some weather.. Ive been up

since 4 am. My right stump is giving me fits.. All this whole

day long that thing has throbbed... Its not been this aggravating

for such a long time in quite awhile..There isnt even any way

I can sit to be comfortable for any amount of time.. Between

this cold, my angel wing being bent and now my stump is

achine..I guess there really isnt too many parts of me that

ARENT pure D miserable.. No wonder Im cranky today.. I

know I am cause I havent even talked to my own self .. :-)

Let alone any one else! :-)


Heidi was here for about an hour and she even commented

on how icky it was out there.. Its cold..kinda, in the 50's but

its the damp and fog..She said some places are hard to see.

She came here from the office there at keystone. I see lots

of cars with their headlights on. It seems to never fail..when

there is a holiday that's when the weather wants to just show

us that it can do what ever it pleases ANYTIME..and usually

when it knows it will ruin a holiday.. I know our weather says

70% chance of rain tomorrow..turning to snow..Just probly

enough to make driving miserable and give you a headache.

Other than doing nothing but send emails back and forth and

I did take a rest I had to, getting up at 4 is a little early.. but I

was telling Heidi..how she has to go every day and face the

traffic and cope with other people..and here I sit..doing only

what I want to do when I want to do it..and yet I complain? She

is a nurse, In fact Heidi was a nurse at the Hellhome last year.

She couldn't stand it..from what I gather Dawn and Jan are

still there..Jan is a good nurse,but you cant trust her..I couldn't

and found out the hard way..She was single then..I wonder if

she ever got married, she was. probly still is a very nice tall

blonde..and she was ok..She always worked days..and always

had B hall where I was.. She was nice to me..brought me

lots of little things she knew I liked..cookies or what ever. I

think she even brought me some earrings knowing I liked to

wear them and I had nothing there.. very little..everything was

packed up..I gathered clothes as I went from place to place,

they gave them to me.. By the time I got to my apartment I had

some nice outfits.. Some of the nurses there were very nice..

Dawn..shes the one that gave me my TV that I still have..Some

one passed away and the family said to give it to another

resident..she knew I didn't have one, so she brought it to me..I

still have it...its not working the best..but It sure has given me

a lot of good watching..well, when I can stay awake enough.. I

found some photos of some of the staff at the hell home I will

have to put them here and tell what I remember about them..

Most were really nice to me..it was the administration that

did NOT want me there...

Well I want me to get out of this chair.. I need to change the

way im sitting to see if this stump will let up or I will end up calling

it everything but what it is.. It is really achy.. Some food, I don't

know what- its one of those "seek and ye shall find" things tonite.

I don't feel the greatest and I am not really hungry..more thirsty

than anything and THATs NOT good not this time of day..Plus

I have a cat trying to crawl into my lap..Dutch is trying to tell me

something too..I better listen and say "Nitey Nite" :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya..and THANKS !!! :-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless you, is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again.....