~Ass Kissin' Day~

Heres the run down on today.. I had to go back to Colon to

meet- well let me write this the way I really FEEL about this

trip to Colon.. Ive been open about all my other feelings I need

to be on this as well. But, I felt I rode all the way there just to

kiss this Nicole, from KEYSTONE PLACE, ASS to put it bluntly.

And that is exactly what it was. I washed my face really well

for this I didn't want to give this person any germs!.. Can you

tell I am, and was VERY irate.?. I cant remember a time when I

have been this mad or fed up with the treatment I get! AND

its ALL because of peoples attitudes it seems... I did maintain

my cool and was as civil as I could be, I spared no words as this

is or should NOT be based on a personal feeling for her.. this is

business... but I sure as hell wont kiss ass again on ANYONE....

I did this time and my mouth tastes nasty and I don't like it.

You will have to excuse the non smiley photos.. I was not happy.

Rebecca wasn't either...
I had to go all the way there to meet this woman, and Rebecca

was there as well, to show this inspector person that I could reach

the sink and stove and get into the bathroom.. Which is NOT possible

in this chair but I have a trade deal going on with R & R medical to

get a small transfer chair just for in the bathroom... This Nicole

did not know until she got there that I was even in a chair. Her

reasoning for having to SEE me do this is because shes afraid that

I could not function in this place.. I never had to go thru this when

I moved in here ! I would think the condition of this place they

let me rent would not pass for barrier free.. She is going by the

HUD inspection rules for a barrier free place this isnt listed as

that at all...
Well Penny, Sharon and I all rode up there.. I have to get a new

150.oo transfer chair to be able to get in to the bathroom and

this Nicole said she would HAVE to see me in it so she KNEW

I could acess the bathroom.. Well.. is it a law that I have to use

a bathroom? I can take a bath in the sink.. I can use my wheel

chair potty that I have.. She said if I fell or got hurt someone

could sue her for 10,000 cuz she passed this place.. I don't

believe that... I didn't have to prove that before! I think this

job has gone to this girls head and she is just doing stuff to

show she can...
By the time we left before I totally blew up, she agreed to pass

it .. THEN Rebecca says I have to be there when you sign the

lease, and I have to have a copy... Well that's kind of an invasion

again.. She can have a copy but I don't think she needs to escort

me there or make sure I know how to sign my name to stuff.
This place has passed and I can move in anytime.. I will be honest

and say I wish I didn't have to have this grant from CMH and

I wish they had a better organization handling it.. KEYSTONE

does a crap job.. And most of their employees jobs have gone

to their heads and who they are trying to impress..well they sure

don't impress me much... If I could rent this place on my own I

would just so I don't have to deal with KEYSTONE ever again..

And after I move in and get to know Joe better I will inquire

to him getting this place qualified for HUD.. Their inspector

wouldn't have made me do this !

I need a nice quiet week end..and if ANYONE dares to give me

the slightest crap well lets just say the mood I'm in NO ONE

needs to talk to me unless they got some sweet kind lovey words.

A hug or kiss wouldn't hurt either.. And only ones can give me

those are my boys :-( oh well I'm sure y'all would if ya could..:-)

Well this ordeal is over and I can officially start to pack and get

this move on the road.. I plan the move for the 22nd .. I have

asked the boy and Jorge and both will help. I am hoping we can

do this in one move, last time Donnie had to make 3 trips hauling

all my stuff.. Not this time.. You can see how big the place is

by the photos and how nice it is.. Its so pretty there and I know

I can really make it even prettier.. that will be fun.. :-)

I'm so tired and yet cant sleep.. I am hoping tonite may be better.
I did lay down about 9 but I only slept for a total of about 2 hours.

And then it was a fitful sleep.. I'm going to log off after I post

this and take a 20 and try to get this blood pressure back down.

Its so high that I cant even see straight and I'm very nauseous,

so I know its way up .. that's not good.. Time to relax and not

do nothing but write my GORGEOUS WEEBLE "Nitey Nite" :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? Love ya and Thanks Thanks...

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend".

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...