~What a Day~

What a day. My phone started ringing at 7 am.. The first call

was from BigDaddy Ken about the house and he gave me the

information I really didn't want to hear. He owns too many

houses, is trying to sell some and the rest, which- one is mine,

will go into foreclosure. My house should be in it by December.

He strongly suggested I try to buy this place, or look for a

new place to live. Those are my only options... Not very bright

I'm afraid... he wants $30,000.oo for it.. Its appraised at 44.

I have sent over a dozen emails and phoned everyone I can..

Everyone is seeing what can be done. I really DONT want to

have to go through moving again.. but I will do what I have to

just to have some security and peace of mind.. I was up all

night last night I am so un nerved by this.. This is like a repeat

of a horribly bad movie... I have talked to Rebecca and Theresa

and everyone else, especially my honeygirl Bev. Shes very up on

houses and buying them.. She is checking into some things for

me as well... I cant afford to buy it cuz then my grant wont help

me with the payments.. Rebecca is seeing what she can find out

about that.. They do or did have a program to help people buy

a house so she perhaps can find out something good.. I hope so

anyway..

I cant even begin to describe what or how I feel its such a roller

coaster, I hear something good and get to thinking positive..then

I hear something that is just not good and down I go.. But I have

to do this.. I wont go back to Keystone, which Rebecca assures

me I wont have to.. But just the thought of packing and moving

again just about makes me cringe.. THAT was SO awful and I

know its gonna happen again.. Unless I can buy this place or pay

more rent to cover the cost of the taxes I WILL have to move.

That's all ive done all day today and with no sleep last nite I

am about done in.. I need to relax for a while... This isnt a long

post and its earlier than usual but cant be helped this time. I

have a long hard road ahead... so input, advice or ideas will be

greatly appreciated.. Well maybe someone wants to adopt me?

I'm up for grabs at this point! :-) I need some relief.. Calgon

needs to take me away ! ! ! :-) My chair will, thank goodness

right in for a much needed 'take a 5'.. might be a 10 today..

Time for my GORGEOUS WEEBLE "nitey nite". :-)


Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and THANKS!!!

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you "friend".

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...