~Betrayed~

I'm posting a little earlier today, but. I'm so upset with this

photo business.. I am truly distressed that someone's betrayed

my generosity by putting my GORGEOUS WEEBLE photos

on such a degrading to amputee women site as anon_ib.

I looked through some of the 45 pages there and I was thoroughly

disguested with what I saw of photos of these amputee women

that so blatantly show every minute detail of their bodies and

WANT them on the net much less offer to sell them... I am

NOT one of them... and I resent the fact that someone has taken

my rights away from me by helping them selves to 8 of my photos.

I very seldom discuss the issues of Devoteeism.. as I know both

sides.. the good and the bad of these people.. The bad, like the

ones that steal our photos, sell them, trade them and Lord knows

what else they do to them... all in the name of being DEVOTEEs

like they have a RIGHT to us.. NO ONE owns me now or ever and

never will... Those Devotees that do this sort of horrible thing

as stealing photos and putting them where ever THEY please..
My question is.. what if it was their wife, mother, child.. would

THEY like seeing their photos among those of a naked woman

posing in such a way to show the most intimate parts of her

body? If they say they wouldn't mind or come up with the lame

excuse that "theyre on the net and anyone can have them"..
my response is.. "What happened to being fair and respecting

other people?" WHERE IS THE DECENCY GONE?

This sort of theft of something I do freely give if asked, to me

I describe it to a feeling of being raped, used, and my character

ruined because my photos are at a place that ANY decent woman

amputee or not would want them.. This is a disgrace and how this

person can do something like this .. well he/she..whom ever, is

lower than the whale poop at the bottom of the sea in my book..

I never wish bad on any one.. but I do on this person.. and I WILL

say.. whomever it was, I will do what ever I have to to find you

and when I Do .. trust me, you will NOT be happy..

I bet I made a dozen phone calls today and every single thing

is fixed, arranged and set up for the move Saturday.. Penny

will be here today about 1 to help for a few hours so that we

can get this packing finished, the clock is on the countdown

and I cannot wait.. ... This move is taking ever dime I have, but

I honestly think it will be a good thing.. Once I get moved and

settled I will be happier I am sure.. I hope so anyway...

I hate that one person has managed to ruin it for so many others

but I feel that I have no choice but to stop putting FULLBODY

photos of my self here anymore, There will ONLY be from the

waist up. I'm truly sorry but I feel I have NO choice..and I hate

that I have lost that trust I placed on someone that didn't deserve

it.. To Those of you that have jumped to defend me on that

site I thank you so very much.. means a lot to me.. and those that

phoned to tell me.. thank you...

Its time to close this for today and get started on the rest of

this packing.. This sure aint easy.. but I gotta do what I gotta

do and that's face it head on and keep on rollin.. I could say

a few choice words to the ... well .. person that did this..but I

will wait till I can say them in person with a few added exclamation

points.. that is if I get to them before my son does.. :-) he has

the kind I don't and they hurt more :-) this is NOT over by any

means.. I have only BEGUN to FIGHT this...

Also if you have comments about this DEVOTEE issue.. lets talk..

leave a note and lets see where THIS goes.. :-) In the mean

time, I still love the rest of ya.. and am most grateful that you

are my friends.. greatly appreciated by this HUNGRY GORGEOUS
WEEBLE !!! "nitey nite".. :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and THANKS!!

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you "friend".

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again..