~Pain~

I was awake most of the night last night

and needless to say I am tired today. My

right stump is hurting so bad I can hardly

stand it.. In my heel and back of my

invisible leg. As of this very minute I am

still having this pain. They are bursts of

stabbing pain that last for a few seconds,

some longer. At times there is only a

short break between them.
I tried every position I could think of to ease

this but nothing works, laying or sitting in my

chair. I havent had pain like this before. I

have no idea whats causing it..and to be

honest I cant tell where they really are,
in my head or in my stump somewhere. I

am thinking perhaps I have a nerve end

that is acting up.. I don't know. The only

thing I DO know is that this really hurts.

It started yesterday afternoon.
Plus we are having rain again. Yesterday

and today. Most of the kitties came by but

Graybelle, Ive not seen her. Orangy usually

sticks close to her and he was here laying

by her house, which makes me think she

is in there, but she goes way to the back

Penny says, so I cant see her. If and when

Donnie comes up I plan to ask him to turn

it, its facing west which is not good, the

rain and snow can get in it...
I was sitting and drinking a coffee and I saw

that female Cardinal out by the kittie house.

She was going after the little sparrow. Then

they seemed to get along. Birdie, the birdhouse

sparrow I have not seen in 2 days. I hope he

is ok and just off somewhere. I sure have a lot

of those blackbirds. They are so pretty in the

sun, they are almost iridescent.
My tomato plant and flowers sure like this

fresh rain and my peonies are in full bud.

Soon they will open, there are all 3 colors

out there which is so nice. Joyce cut the

grass yesterday in between the rain . Its

a lot cooler out today too, I know, cuz my

furnace has come on. I was hoping that

was done so Id have a lower gas bill! :-)
I'm gonna find something for lunch, what

I don't know. I will find something though,

I always do. Not much, as miserable as I

am Its not too comfy in this chair and I

can change positions more when I am on

my bed.
I hope you're having a good week end,
Don't forget I am still a GORGEOUS,

but in pain, WEEBLE. Keep well and

God Bless..

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you 'friend'.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...