~Bill Is OK~

I have been thinking of Bill all day..Bless his heart.. He even took the time to send me a email..apparently they let him go home until this morning then he had to check in and surgery was at 10 am... so he sent me a letter early this morning ...he gets online at 1 or 2 in the morning so as not to tie up his phone lines during the day . he sadly has dial up..I sure dont miss that at all... But I thought how nice of him to write to me..I know what thoughts he HAS to have in his head...Bless his heart... They explain in detail as to what they are going to do and what problems are possible..they did that when they did the heart cath. in case they felt a stint would benefit me..which in MY opinion they DONT work or last very long..they tried that in my legs..and one didnt even last 2 hrs..and I had to go back I remember that...hmmm I HAD forgotten that tho till a minute ago..strange what will trigger thoughts...When I had my heart bypass there was no time to tell me anything about what was ahead..I was rushed out of the cath lab straight to surgery... As far as I know they did a triple on Bill which is what I had... I try not to remember it..and I dont remember alot as they kept me in ICU for 2 weeks i think and kept me totally out..I do remember a few times being awake when I had company..they kind of scheduled it so I would be more conscious when it was visiting hours...which was plenty long enough... I dont remember alot about rehab..i do know they sent me home with a nurse..then when my ex told me he wanted a divorce and I left they sent her with me...I still dont know why they did think I needed a nurse.. i dont remember lol.. Guess I was pretty sick ..lol... Donnie was due to come back tonite and I havent heard from him yet but I am sure when he does he will phone and let me know as he knows I will worry that he & kelli made it back and fill me in on Bill... Raife you are gonna love this post for editing im breaking all the rules just to keep you on your toes. lol...hehehe.. well its my style..we are just chattin so to speak..my 2 cents worth...lol..I have lots of cents too hahaha.... AND everyone said "YES SHE DOES " lol... I like knowing that you feel we are just sitting and talking I try hard to make it feel like that..and that is how I really do feel ..like you are right over there>>> and we be just chattin and havin a good time lol.. I may even FEED you.. I got food now..ONE Thing I WILL have is food ...what? well got to have it lol.. i have good stuff too..not just newton cookies and tato salad LOL I do love good food tho..and I am glad I do like to cook even though its hard to now.. I'll improvise some way to do it easier...I forgot to say last nite as to why I didnt use a metal coat hanger.. I dont have one.. i use plastic.. so the only metal i had that I could bend was the handle of the fly swatter.. it worked so that was the main thing...once I get some boxes that fit..no one will be able to put anything up there that will go all the way to the back then..and I think THAT will save alot now all i have to do is make sure they understand no HEAVY stuff up there.. The way this thumb feels I dont know how good a grip I would have.. I used to have a thing for opening jars and I guess my ex kept it.. it was like a flat rod..that went across the top of a jar hooked on one side..and you squeezed it and twisted and the lid came off..that was a really neat thing and I sure miss that.. My sis is looking for one.. I just cant grab the top of a jar and open it .. always something lol... Lunch was actually good today.. was chili and corn bread and apple sauce..the applesauce was kinda ickky tho not sweet at all.. the chili was excellent..they make good italian food - I wonder if the cook is italian? hmmm could explain it.. So needless to say I am not very hungry I had a taste of salad a bit ago..no now maybe just a couple cookies will do.. I have blueberry newtons now haha..and THEY ARE really GOOD... so the next thing is to hit Publish and roll to the kitchen, Dutch has been in here so I HOPE there is no mess out there lol.. I gave him one of his favorite toys.. a piece of tape...and hes happy... LB? well hes got his royal hiney up here by me of course.. lol... Nitey nite !!! Y'all have a good one now Y'hear.. LUV YA & thanks.. keep the prayers going for Bill now.. he sure will NEED Them ..NOW comes the HARD part... Always, Lois**** May God Bless you today, I'm so honored to call you friend, I pray the Lord will keep you safe, Until I write again...