~Work Work Work~

I got up early today about 6:30..Why.. I have NO idea, I have

not one single thing to do today.. I am not expecting any

company and I have no appointments.. am I lucky I have

nothing to do like some? I talked to Donnie last nite and it

was almost 8 PM.. he was only THEN on his way home to

his house.. He stays so busy. But hes not the only one that

does that I'm sure, works so much they have no time for

themselves. Like Donnie, by the time he gets done with

his jobs, then he does favors for friends THEN he goes

either to Kelli's for supper or goes home and just takes

his shower and falls asleep as soon as he sits down ...

Kelli does the same thing...I know lots like this.. Penny

does it too.. Work, work, work..

Penny comes here to help me 3 days a week, and she

has another client she goes to help after she leaves here.

She runs her adult boarding house as well..THATs a full

time job.. The guys do take care of their own rooms but

she has all the rest AND is the major cook.. She stays

busy..and she may be moving this week end..as of yester

day she wasn't quite sure, things are changing for her..

Sadly, her new hubby was laid off from his job... He will

get unemployment as long as its available..But things

are NOT improving.. Not around here anyway.. Not like

they want you to believe on TV.. Things are NOT better.

To me its very depressing.. I can even feel the crunch..

The cost of food for one thing.. and the increase in

everything. The electric company and gas all have gone

up.. My electric had NO reason to double.. I had NOT

turned my AC on YET.. but it has..

I went over my electric bill..Penny pointed out some

charges that didn't make sense... So like a big stupid

I decided to call them .. HA! I called and after pushing

about 6 different buttons ..it said "wait time is approx-

imately 10 minutes"... I was gonna wait, but I hung up..

I would like to know though why some of my bill money

goes to some Palasades Plant place? I think these big

companys think if they put you on hold for 20 minutes

you will give up.. which I did, BUT if I had a speaker

phone? I would have waited.. Probly sTILL be waiting

too ! :-) They got us no matter what..

I think Canada is smart and if I was, I would move there !

Never hear of conflict or problems like what we have here.

If our government would quit giving all these millions of

dollars to other countries and help US. I think THAT

would help a lot, AND if some of those high mucky mucks

up there in Washington would take a cut in pay I think

that would help.. All these senators and others that are

travelling to all these countries..for..to TALK.. know what

one of those trips cost? ALOT.. I have to quit watching

the news.. I watch Ricks List a lot.. hes pretty good.. But

its ALL depressing.. The poor Gulf..just makes me sick..

For not only the people but the animals as well.. so sad..

and STILL they do nothing..but TALK.. sad sad sad..

Well I'm done with politics and crap..not a thing I can do

about it. I have TOO many of my own problems..So if I

just think about those I wont have time to worry about

all this crap that's going on out in the world..I have a

major issue facing me that I am NOT pleased with at all.

I just got a call from Rebecca..I HAVE to see Doug from

CMH tomorrow.. I hate that man.. I have NEVER ever said

that about anyone, But I will NEVER forget what he did to

me..I can forgive him and just contribute his meaness to

his being in sensitive and uncaring..but I wont forget.. He

caused me a lot of grief, pain and undo stress.. I have not

ONE good thing to say to him or about him...I will meet with

him tomorrow I have no choice, he has me by the short hairs.

HE controls this grant.. and If I am ugly to him .. well no telling

what he would do.. Probly pull me off the grant.. I would NOT

put it past him.. I will be my GORGEOUS SELF :-)

I promised Rebecca I would be good -but, they are to park

out front and come in the front door.. He is NOT to wander

thru the rest of my house.. They have to stay in the living room

and LEAVE as soon as possible.. If he pulls me from the

grant.. well so be it.. I wont kiss anyones ass....sorry.. BUTT,

well I wont.. Hes lucky I always keep my promises.. And I will..

She is to call before they get here. And that is between 10:20

and 10:30.. I will give Penny instructions that she has to stay

in the kitchen and NOT to talk to Doug OR Rebecca when

they are here... My whole day today is ruined now, having to

think about this.. I am NOT happy... :-( ANYHOWAY...

This Unhappy but GORGEOUS WEEBLE is gonna post this

and try to get my blood pressure back down to a calmer level..

I cant go thru the rest of the day like this.. Maybe I need a nap..

Anyhoway.. HOPEFULLY I will return tomorrow.. :-) Maybe I

better write this blog BEFORE they get here.. :-)

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you 'friend'.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...