~My Boys Fight~

My boys have been fighting really alot lately..I- myself- with my

degree in animal psychology, think- new house.Dutch feels he

can be boss ..well LittleBoy is NOT hearing it..HE is the Big

Kahuna (boss) around here. LB gets so mad when Dutch

shows his butt.. and lets him know it real fast..Today..they just

kept on..you will see ahead lol.. :-) they had a fight...Dutch was

being a pest..LB was gettin mad...

LB is on guard, he is ready to take on Dutch's challenge,

I can almost hear him say "come on little brother, lets see

what you got " If this was video..LB's tail is twitching back

and forth and hes slowly taking steps towards Dutch..

Look at how mad LittleBoy is..you can see it in his face..his

foot is up and he is ready to strike out and just slap the CRAP

otta Dutch.. LB is sayin.."lets do it...come onnnnn ... "

Notice LB's ears, his back is this way, his tail is twitching

so fast it isnt even showing up..Dutch has backed up..and

not taking his eyes off LB...The old man is angry with the boy.

I know LB is thinking 'Time to teach this kid a lesson'...he's

ready to pounce...

See them circle..they went round and round..look at LB's

ears..flat on his head ..Dutch is headed towards the bedroom,

he always hides in there..lol you know hes thinkin 'boy i'm

in CRAP now- I done pissed off the old man' lol.. :-)

They both want to slap each other so hard..During all this

LB is growling sort of..I could hear him , sort of like under

his breathe..as a warning hes mad...lol..My boys are

armed..they have their claws..I wont, dont, and cant do

that to an animal take their claws..you can teach them not

to claw the furniture, get them toys dont take their only defense.

They need them, just like we need ours..can you imagine not

having nails and a itch? ohhh no..well.. when my back itches

tho..I cant reach it..i have this LONG LONG knitting needle..and

it works really good..worked good too when I had that cast on

when I broke my right ankle.. that needle came in handy..still does.

anyway, my boys got their claws..now they are missing their little

furry padoobies.. I did have them neutered..I cried..when I saw LB

with out his pretty little furries when he'd strut through the room.

I felt so bad..but well to stop him from spraying ..It was best..still

has NOT curbed his DESIRE!! thats why he drags that bloomin

meowmeow stuffed cat around lol Ya! hes neutered I dont think it

took or something . :-)

This is like a stand off postion..LB says " ok 1 more time and

Im gonna hurt you kid " look at Dutch...like neener neener..

Thats the goodie photo..LB reaches out, slaps Dutch so hard,

hes up on his HIND legs and going to pounce..look at his paw,

the fingers are stretched out..his tail is a blur its goin so fast.Dutch

has his foot up ready to block lol..Dutch is mad but scared..see

his ears are down now? This went on for quite a while..they

jump down run to the bedroom then around into the bathroom

Im glad they still have room to run..they need the exercise..I

think if Dutch couldnt run and burn off some of his energy he

would explode lol..

I didnt do too much of anything to day..other than play with the cats

and of course take those pictures of them ..I like doing that..Dutch is

such a ham..Penny commented on how nice the wall looked and the

desk..D & D really like it..everyone says, they like it ..that its homey

and cozy,, warm welcome feeling..well for Donald to sit for longer

than 15 minutes ..he is comfy here..at the apt he used to pace, and

very seldom sat down.. only stayed but a few minutes..now he stays

and talks for awhile. and of course i just HATE that!! .lol..he and

Dawn are 2 of the finest ..I just cant say enough or give them all

the credit they are due for all they do for me.

I was feeling a little down in the dumps a bit ..a few days ago I wrote

about friends that stop contact for one reason or another for them

selves and I am not given privy to know why they stopped contact,

I heard from one of a few of these people..just out of the clear blue

there was a letter there in my email..saying i was missed and

thought about.but they felt guilty because of their feelings of being

attracted to someone with a disability namely a dak..I didnt know

really what to say but what I did say was I felt bad..that because

they felt this attraction to me they could not be my friend..and felt

they had to stay away because I stirred feelings they maybe didnt

want or i made them uncomfortable..I can still be a friend cant I?

Cant I be seen as just a woman.. a person..THEN as a woman with

out legs.. I dont know..I try hard to understand this.why a person
feels guilty about any attraction they feel no matter what its to.a
person, place OR thing..its an honest feeling.. I try hard to under
stand it.really..and I do feel bad that because someone does feel an
attraction to me or any woman ..or man for that matter, that has a
physically impairment that it would make someone feel guilty
because of inner feelings.. I dont know..but I feel bad that there is
any kind of guilt feelings when those feelings can make someone else
feel so good..and wanted and NOT a person with a physical
impairment... But until they can come to grips with this guilt..or bad
feelings..theres nothing anyone can do..its up to them to fix that
problem since thats how they see it..I have a problem..well you see.I
FIX it lol..at least sure try, i sure let everyone know when I have
one too!! And isnt just being a friend and there- the most important?
Thats ALL i ask anyone to be. . . . :-)

I will be really glad when they get my power chair or get this floor
fixed. my arms are about to fall off today maybe cuz I was stretching
so much yesterday to paint the kitchen wall in those 2 spots .and
then tried to pound that flippin ,droppin nail in the wall.. Dawn
laughed so hard when I described me trying to pound that nail in..I
do now too!! i sure didnt then! I'll figure out a way to do something if
I want it done bad enough lol..

Right now I'm figuring if I want to and eat leftover dinners..or eat a

pumpkin doughnut Penny got at the store for me..Penny brought

a great dinner over too.had 2 pieces of THE most wonderful pumpkin

pie.... I mean good ..when she went to the store for me she got some

pumpkin doughnuts.Im anxious to try one.Im all clean and ready for

the week end, got some supplies..ice tea and coffee and doughnuts

hey.I'm set I may initiate the house this week end too and make my

fries n gravy lol.. Im still counting my blessings..:-) Nitey Nite... :-)

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? love ya and thanks ..

Always, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..