~Decisions to Decide ~ :-)

I have leaves.. EVERYWHERE...side, front, back..that wind we had the other day just blew them everywhere..I got all those across the street..and since my back is fenced I kept all mine too!..My neighbor on the other side lucked out..If I didn't have my fence THEY would have mine! Today is cold..cold..Kennykid phoned this morning and asked if he could come by and measure the kitchen window..Of course I said yes..2 minutes later hes knocking on the door..He was just down the street when he phoned...He said would take about a week to get the window and he would come and put it in.. It will make a big difference, plus I need to get the air conditioner out of the bedroom window and close that tight.. I called and talked to the lake house lady, Denise, not Danephew, that's from a joke..:-) and she said they would rent it to me, BUT, they wanted to put it on the market to sell in the spring.. We even talked about the possibility of me buying the house...It seems, Mike, her husband, has an appointment with the real estate man on Friday and they would like to know what I plan to do by then, as they would like to have the 1st rent and deposit..which would be 1000 dollars.. that's not possible.. I don't have that kind of money right off hand...and not this fast...I havent even seen the house or been in it.. I think I should let it pass... From what they both said, it would be accessible, they are not positive about the bathroom..but I don't want to move there and then in a few months they decide they ARE going to sell it..and I would have to move again..I have to make a few moves as possible..so the next one I make HAS to be the right one as I honestly don't think there are too many more moves in me...I honestly don't think my knight is going to find me..so I guess all the plans have to be made by myself and I have to make the best plan of attack to accomplish finding a better house that I can.. Ive been seriously thinking about this next move and I don't want to make any unnecessary ones.. So I have to be doubly sure of what I am doing and that it will benefit me... I don't HAVE to live on the water, but its something Ive always wanted to do..if I cant well that's the way the mop flops..as long as me and the boys are secure, safe, and well..that's the main thing.. I decided I would make the most out of this place and really do some redecorating..and try to do some sewing..If I can get some money saved then when the time comes to make THE final move..I will have what I need to do it. If I can get this chair out of this living room and my machine in here, get my bedroom fixed better and my kitchen,, it wont be too bad..I can stick it out here.. I can try to get the stuff cleared out of the base ment that's ruined and get things straight until I can find a better house, bigger and more suited for a chair.. This is what I tell my friends is the hardest part of being in a wheelchair..that I have to depend so much on others to do things for me..and that it is just SO hard to ask..specially when you are not used to asking for help. I very seldom did..and its hard to get used to doing..Somethings I would rather tear my tongue out of my mouth than ask for help or what ever..Its not good sometimes..and I am getting better at asking for help but it sure isnt easy..I don't mind asking anyone for anything, if its not for me..I have NO problem..but for myself? Its very hard to do.. But I think this may work..re arranging ..trying to sew again, and taking my time to find the right place for me..here , there, or where ever it may be... Time to close this and get out of this chair for awhile.. I still have the sneezes and cough not as bad but its still there..I did sleep pretty good last nite only got up once.. That's about normal...Im not real hungry so just a few crackers should tide me over till tomorrow.. GORGEOUS WEEBLES need their beauty sleep "nitey nite"... Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and thanks..:-) ALways, Lois **** God Bless you, is my prayer today, I'm so honored to call you "friend"; I pray the Lord will keep you safe, Until I write again.....