~Early Visit ~

Rebecca was here at 9 this morning and we had a nice visit..

shes a good kid and good at her job, all 3 of us enjoy her time

here.. The boys are all over her.. She has a little boy that is only

2.. Lucky for her..her husband is home daytime to take care

of him.. She has a step daughter too.. She thought the blanket

for the baby will be really nice for him, and thinks this other, after

I explained what I wanted to do with it will be really pretty.. I had

Penny pick up another one of these blankets, but a white one..

and If I feel better I will maybe do another one on the same idea

as the blue ones.. Ive not decided yet...She was here early, but
I prefer early to late... :-)

I woke up this morning not feeling the greatest.. I have a fever,

and I just don't feel the very best.. I don't know if its just a cold or

what.. I did make a few.. well lets see.. 4 calls this morning.. to try

to get to see a skin Dr. and Ive NOT had any luck..at all..no matter

who I phone. I did call my insurance lady, Deborah and told her
I would like to change drs. find one that will stay the same from

visit to visit..one that would know ME..and all my health issues.

The treatment I get from the clinic is not good- to me anyway,

and I KNOW I am NOT the only one that has complained about

it.. Rebecca even agreed to that..Well not telling their patients

they moved their office? What does that tell you.. ..


When I called and heard all the excuses Jessica gave me as to

why nothing has been done.. I got so upset I just had to stop

talking to her.. and just said "bye, let me know, when and IF you

know anything".. and hung up.. She said to go back to see Julie..

well she didn't know last week what it was and wouldn't tell me

anything to take or do..so why go back to her? Doesn't make

sense to me to make a useless visit.. It looks red and ugly just

like it did when the Dr saw it..only now it hurts more.. so.. I am

just sitting back and will do as they say,, which is NOTHING..

just WAIT...and let it go.. That's what they are saying to do..till

I can get into the skin Dr next month.. If my thumb or hand gets

infected and I lose it because of this.. well.. YOU KNOW what I
will do since every day is documented and I have photos..

I mentioned to Rebecca just how this clinic treats us..same with

DHS .. we are just numbers.. not people.. and if and when they

find the time ..they will help us.. Or they set our files..our numbers

off to the side and unless we call and remind them.. they forget

us.. What about those that arent as mouthy as I am.. what happens

to those people..? I think about that.. and if they feel like I KNOW

I have felt this past few weeks..the indifference.. I hope those

people are ok.. this kind of treatment really hurts your spirit..and

makes me.. I know..feel like 'well, if my own Dr doesn't give a ratz

patootie, why do I?'.. I KNOW they feel like that..then get so down..

Im grateful.. I have such perceptive friends that can sense that I
am going thru some emotional times and help..but what if these

other people don't have that kind of love and support? ? Im very

fortunate.. but I feel for them.. cuz I know even with all my friends,

that I know really care and are concerned.. sometimes even THAT

doesn't help sometimes.. and I have to just roll back..and rest..

get away from it all.. and re-coup so to speak.. THATS what I plan

to do these next few days.. I have to.. I got so mad yesterday with

the cable people and then today with my Dr.. I have to stop.. or I

KNOW I will explode..

The bit with the cable.. is.. my bill went up..3.50 not much..but it did

and I had NO idea why.. well apparently this new box -for me to have

it every month..where I was charged only 1.00 for my other one, "due

to a promotional thing" was the quote.. I am now being charged for

this new box 4.50..a month to have it.. With out it.. I wouldn't be able

to have cable.. so they just added this on..and didn't bother to tell me

or send a letter saying so.. its not alot..but Jeremy, the cable guy said

"no charge" he ment for him coming here I guess.. So.. now my bill

has gone up.. Never fails.. always something.. DAILY DRAMA... Its

never ending..

My sis called last nite, shes doing good. Im glad I worry sometimes

about her legs.. Shes working on quilts too.. we compared notes

on what we were making.. she has a nice sewing room, lucky dog..

and she has a great machine too..and none of her material got

damaged when she moved.. she has TONS more than I did.. We

both are fabric nuts.. :-) Was good to talk to her though.. I wish I
could call her..but I just don't make long distance calls cuz then my

phone bill goes up..and THAT is NOT in my budget at all.. :-) She

calls me quite often and I sure am glad she does..then I get updated

on her gang and how they are all doing..

What im doing is getting around to roll back into my bedroom for

today.. I need a rest.. I felt this last nite and didn't sleep very well..I

didn't get up till 7 but waking up every 2 hours is NOT a good sleep

for a GORGEOUS WEEBLE :-) so its that time again.. First day

of spring today.. "Spring is sprung..the grass is riz.. I wonder where

the flowers Is?" .. funny how we remember trivia lol.. :-)

"nitey nite" :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya.. and thanks :-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless you, is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again.....