~Was On Time~ :-)

Penny came today and right on time.. I was glad. We didn't

make a big mess, in fact was a fairly easy morning for her.
I didn't really cook over the week end cuz with fries I use

my deep fryer and theres no pot or pan clean up.. I use paper

plates, so no dishes either, even though really I have 2 dish

washers :-) Well.. Penny does the dishes and I have a dish

washer machine.. Ive never used it...neither has Penny, theres

not been that many dishes at one time. :-)

I got all my bills paid, thank God, and I worked on a thing to

show Rebecca and Doug what my expenses are and my bills. I
honestly HATE doing that, I feel its a total invasion of my

privacy. They can know how much I get in, yes, but what I

spend my money on, I feel is most private, and I feel is a

total invasion of my privacy.. I DO have some rights.. I think

what gets me the most is that THEY, CMH, made the mistake,

all 13 of us took them at their word, NOW cuz someone made

a boo boo.. WE have to pay for it.. NOT CMH.. what is wrong

with that picture? Why do I have to pay for them hiring a

moron and keeping them ALL this 2 half years and NO telling

how long before I got on this grant! Someone HAD to make

this mistake.. and A "Ooops, sorry" doesn't cut it.. I DID NOT

make this horrible error, yet I AM the one has to fix it AND

pay it ! That just doesn't seem right.. Does it to you???

Well, I sent my rent share to Joe, I paid what I HAVE been

paying, I do NOT agree with this and the first time I add the

increase will signify I agree. I DONT-.I put in a letter and asked

him to please call and then to come over so we can talk. I

think I should talk to him and see what ideas he may come up

with.. I really think the 13 of us that are getting this "shaft"

should get together to discuss just what our options are. I

don't think this is right.. We all trusted them and they let us

down, I know I paid my share, CMH didnt...so CMH has me

by the short hairs. If I protest TOO much I put myself in

jeopardy of them taking me OFF this grant, THEN where

would I be?

BUT...This fight is far from over, I WONT back

down, Ive done nothing wrong, and to have to pay like I am,

physically, emotionally, and money wise, is NOT fair. I need

to move to another state I think.. Michigan has let me down,

but then being this state has the highest unemployment rate

of ALL of them.. I'm NOT the only one that has been let down.

Sad what this state has come to.. Well ANY of them as NONE

are doing very good.. Whats sad is that the rest of the world

REALLY don't know just how bad it is here, and then I hear

on TV last night the Pres admits he wasn't right and misjudged

just HOW bad it is in this country. Sad doesn't even describe

it.. I honestly do NOT believe he will help us, but will make it

worse! There, I said it.. If it offends, Ooops..sorry :-)

I have a few phone calls to make and I havta get out of this

chair for a while so Penny can wash the cushion cover. I am

so amazed at the difference in these 2 chairs.. This power

chair really spoils a person, makes your arms weak, and that

is not good!.. Penny went to the air show in Battle Creek, she

said it was amazing.. I never did see the Thunderbirds go

over here.. Would have been great seeing that.. Penny said

their show was awesome, she and her new boyfriend Mike

went.. she needed that time away..she works hard.. almost

24-7 you might say, as she is on call at home too for the

residents that live there ...

Time to post and eat some lunch and get these phone calls

out of the way, I am patiently waiting for Deborah from my

insurance to phone so I know if I can go to this doctor here.

I need to get that done, even though I kinda know what hes

gonna tell me.. and I DONT want to think about that either!

:-) This GORGEOUS WEEBLE ONLY wants to think about

GOOD things, like LUNCH! :-) But, "I'll be back !" :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear ? Luv ya and thanks!
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you Friend.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...