~Im Late AGAIN~

Its been awhile again and I have no excuse..I'm

here though.. I wish that doctor hadnt said anything.

he was only guessing anyway... But his words hang

over my head like a guillotine.. I told that to my

nurse Fanesse when she was here.. Everyone is

asking about it and wanting to know if it depresses

me.. Well.. to be honest YES...

Wouldn't you be? To have some man, ok a doctor,

tell you, "you have possibly a year left"... how would

you feel? My year was up last month on my birthday.

That's when I was in hospital, the cardiologist said

that to me..

I know many people have had a time limit put on their

lives and live for another 20 years.. I hope I do too!
I'm doin my best to stick around! :-) But honestly,

I can feel me wearing down.. The least little thing I

do, I can feel the stress on my heart, making me so

tired... BUT, I aint givin up, I'm doin less so I don't

give out...

The daily attacks arent daily anymore so that's a good

sign.. I still have this cold, I sneeze and cough a lot. I

cough during the night which wakes me up , wakes the

cats up and then it takes all of us 30 minutes to find a

good spot :-) If the boys arent comfy NO ONE sleeps..

I'm hungry and I have left over chili. I have 2 pasties in

the freezer but theyre for Donnie. I promised I would

keep them till he can come and get them, which might be

today.. I'm still a most GORGEOUS WEEBLE, keep well

and God Bless...

Always, Lois ****

 "God Bless You", is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend"

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

until I write again.....