~OHOH.... Electric is UP~

My caregiver showed up today, I am glad, I didnt have to carry that pail of water 4 times over to the humidifier.. I did get my electric bill and it has gone up since I got it..I dont know if I can continue to use it.. Its gone up by over $ 20.oo .. which for me is alot.. and NOT allowed in my budget.. I had feared it would.. so now I know.. I know that isnt really alot of money.. but for me it really is.. I have no choice but to stay with in my budget or I can get in trubble.. and I can not afford that at all! Rae got some cleaning done and restocked and cleaned out my fridge and is going to make a pot of chicken soup for me.. We were discussing how hard it is for me to work and cook in my kitchen I went out and showed her just how my stove top is at my face level and she does agree it can be dangerous, and specially the oven.. It would be nice to have something I can put my deep fryer or my bread maker even my coffee pot on that I can use and SEE... like a low shelf thing or something.. with electric plug in place of course since all this stuff has to be plugged in.. I cant reach the back wall to plug in things.. Its VERY hard to do I explained to her that I have NO idea what they even have in the grocery stores..as I havent been in one for over 4 yrs..so unless i see an advertisement on tv or get a sales paper I have NO idea of the new things they have there I bet I would just buy the whole store if I saw what all they have lol.. No.. I really dont buy alot as I dont really eat alot.. well sitting all the time its not like I burn up alot of energy... Although as fidgety as I have been the past couple of days...My tail bone is just giving me fits.. I think if I can turn the mattress on my bed well flip it over.. I havent figgured out how to do that yet.. but I will..lol..I can do that myself I think.. if I pull the mattress almost off the bed,, then get up under it.. I should be able to push it far up enough that it will fall over. lets hope it doesnt hit the pictures I have on the wall...lol.. I think I can do it.. I just have to study it more.. just like a plan of attack so to speak.. I know well am pretty sure I could move my desk down there but I worry that the back of all this would be up against the wall between me and the guy next door and I dont wanna cause any kind of problems...I know the level to keep my sound at that debbie told me she could hear when she was here so I dont know if that will work ..hmm guess I could keep the volume turned down tho.. Well I will figure out something..Like I say "where there is a Will, there is a WAY,, I just can NEVER find WILL when I need him LOL... I think he hides lol..:-) even my ghost doesnt offer to help lol..... sheesh..whats a girl to do? I am going to call my sis later and see how she is doing ,, this worries me as this is like bad dejavu as this is how my leg really started with a break. then the amputations. .I know she doesnt have PVD.. her dr. has checked..cuz I asked her to make sure he did..just to be safe.. She is a diabetic tho...and she has trouble with her legs, walking etc.. so this does make me worry but I dont say a whole lot as she is staying in close touch with her doctor I told her to make sure she reports even the smallest thing I am sure she remembers what I went thru .. I have no doubt.. she came to see me every week end when I was in such a horrible state in the hellhome.. I dont remember most of the visits but I know she was there.. She has told me some of the things she witnessed and scared her really bad, many times she said she felt she would never see me alive again..I keep tellin her even now..naaa cant get rid of me THAT easy lol.. I still have LOTS to do.. I havent been over seas yet.. or out east.. I would like to do some travelling i think.. not by flying tho..I am chicken when it comes to that..so that may limit my going over seas...I would consider it if I didnt have to go alone tho maybe..I m not keen on deep water either so I dont know if I could handle a boat either.. do they still have ships that go to europe? lol.. Well my chicken soup is waiting for me..and I am gonna go and get a nice huge bowl of it.. and eat it ALL..lol.. i might let my boy have a taste ..If I dont he will pester me to death until I do.. he has to smell or taste EVERYTHING..Dutch is the noseyist cat in the world I think.. Rae likes him but she has no choice.. he follows her all over watching her lol...LB was acting strange today. he greeted her then hid under the bed till she left..He's been sticking real close to me lately unless Dutch bites him and runs him off .. Hes making me worry lol.. kids...:-) oh.. I will be putting a new photo up on here tomorrow and one every day until the 14th... If you take my photo from here which I know it will be.. PLEASE.... I.ask you DO NOT put it ANY WHERE but into your computer or the trash bin ok? I get very seriously upset when my photos are put other than where they are ment to be.. PLEASE do not post them anywhere or trade them or give them to someone else.. ok? .. I wouldnt do it to you.. I get seriously upset when I find someone dis respects me or my wishes as far as my photos are concerned I dont mind sharing with anyone.. but do NOT put them any where else..THEN you may see this BAD temper I have LOL.. I DO ...I'll admit it..well right is right, wrong is wrong is how I see it.. when i found those 6 of mine I was VERY upset.. they had NO right being where they were..and the TRAITOR that had them had NO right to have them at all.. So - end of this lesson.. but I do hope you will respect me on this PLEASE..do not post them in ANY group or site..thank you... :-) Y'all have a good one Y'hear? LUV YA..! and thanks :-) Always, Lois*** May God Bless you today, I'm so honored to call you friend, I pray the Lord will keep you safe, Until I write again...