~YIPPEEEE :-)~

Well RaeLynn was here today and even early.. She did a great

job.. I hope she stays a while.. i like her.. She lives not far from me

with her sister they share a mobile home she said...and did I say

she LOVES cats.. she has 5.. Dutch & LB just love her and Dutch

just follows her around constantly..lol.. I explained they only see me

and they really look forward to seeing someone else.. LB actually

can sense when the lunch boy is near the building.. he will go and

sit by the door and waits.. sure enough about 10 minutes or so ,

there he is.. he delivers to about 5 of us here he said.. He is THE
sweetest kid.. i think he's 19.. and what a cute kid.. well to deliver

lunches to a bunch of seniors? and take the time to even talk a bit?

Many I KNOW , wait for him .. well my boys do lol..


We were talking the other day and he loves to fish.. i told him so do

I .. and about Donnie living on a GREAT fishing lake and having a

pontoon.. and he said well one of these days this summer I'd be

glad to take you over there.. what a nice kid..so nice to offer... :-)

Well he goes every other nite he says to visit a friend that is 19 and

just getting released from hospital that had 75% of his body burned

in a apt fire.. Hes been really really bad,, so he goes and spends

time with him every few days. what a nice kid... I feel so bad for his

friend.. you know how just a tiny burn hurts so bad.. can you imagine

75% of his body mainly his face and torso? Poor guy...So he keeps

me updated on him.. and I guess his friend is going to live with his

grandparents they are going to take care of him.. going to be a job

for them.. I dont EVEN want to think of the pain this boy is going

thru .. And then I complain? I should just tape my mouth shut.. no no.

i mean tie my hands up LOL>. well then I cant type . and thats where

my mouth is coming from anymore.. this KEYBOARD LOL :-)

Well anyway RaeLynn has taken care of some other client for over a

year that was in a chair and she totally understands what i cant and

can do.. She did take the time to ask me as well..so she knows me

better..which is really good.. then she understands why there are just

some things I can, but really CANT do...Shes doing a really good job

and said today..well as time goes by she will get more and more done.

I think I will call where she works and ask them to check out the hours

I am allowed tho.. I just dont understand why that Becky cut them in

half..Or maybe the Department Of Public Health changed what they

allow.. I think Becky determines the # of hours i get.. Maybe I should

call my caseworker and let her do some checking for me.. that is her

job, shes sposta look out for me.. I plan to call the SSI guy monday

or tuesday to make sure he got that questionnaire thing back too .. I
am really curious to see what kind of difference its going to make

in anything.. I know it shouldnt hurt me..but depending on what is

what ,, one thing can affect another where it could have just been

left alone and just put alot of people thru unnecessary paper work...

My invisible feet have been aching really bad the past couple of

days like my toes are pointed straight down at the floor like a

ballerina's foot is? like that but with alot of pressure where my

toes are on the floor but are being smashed down really hard

and making them feel all cramped up.. its a really bad feeling

and I hate it.. Usually this happens and we get bad weather

i just looked outside.. and its pouring rain.. which my feet were

telling me.. Some days.. if I am laying on my bed..watching tv

and all relaxed.. my stumps will actually move on their own

because of the shots of pain that go thru them...I have even

been able, if I concentrate.. to move my toes! yeahh now talk

about a WEIRD feeling.. its been well 4 half years.. since

the 2nd amputation..5 for the first..pretty soon . well the

total one to ak...(above knee) I can still move my toes.. so

strange.. and Odd!!! i lay there and do this.. and think how

strange it really feels.. I am laying flat..yet my invisible legs

feel like they are hanging over the side of the bed.. but

thru the mattress lol hard to explain just exactly how they

feel.. like describing how the bone feels inside..when I

push my hand down and can move it against it and feel that

flat end.. strange.. and amazing really.. i think so anyway..

lol..

Lunch was some chicken thing stuffed with cheese and some

rice.. its not too bad..but I think since its friday nite and only

about 6:30 here, I may make some french fries and gravy..I

havent had them in awhile.. I know if i do.. well i better have all

i wanna do on this computer done cause after I eat them fries

well i snuggle down on my bed .. i'll be down for the count for

awhile.. they have that affect on me.lol.. :-) I forgot to take the

roast out of the freezer but I can still put it in the crock pot that

way and add the stuff and cook it for tomorrow.. so I may do

that too.. So all in all was a pretty good day.. I hope y'alls

was too.. so I'm off to peel some potatoes..and make some

brown gravy and have a nice week end kick off treat.. :-)

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear?? LUV YA'S !!! & thanks..

ALways, Lois ***

May God Bless you today,

I'm so honored to call you friend,

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...