~OK,, Who Took Today???~

You know....I'm really getting good at not doing a bloomin'

thing all day? ? ? lol.. I mean.. where did today go? And would

you LOOK at the DATE? ? Wasn't it JUST my birthday??

WOW...see what I mean about if you just stop and really

LOOK.. boy this time is flying by... I was talking to Donnie to

night and I asked him the same question..I told him "OUR
GIRL" is 21!!!! soon to be 22 in May...She was only just 3

a couple years AGO!!!... I laughed and told him "Sheesh,

Donald ! You're A GRANDPA ~!~" He laughs says " Like

I DON'T KNOW THAT??" lol...He just picked up this 3rd as

in - THIRD.-.job,, on the week ends.. I dont know about this kid,

He wants this bloody garage so bad.. lol.. I wish I would win

the lottery so I could build him that garage so he doesn't work

himself to death!!! lol.. He's gonna be hauling something some

where ...lol.. well I forget...he knows...lol...

But this is just what I was talking about the other night..how

differently things are now and what people have to do to just

live day to day.. Its really scarey.. I talked to my sis, she lives

in Indiana, I thank GOD I dont live there.. Her son is declared

disabled..and he gets nuthin hardly but a hard way to go.. I

feel sorry for them.. They have 3 kids..and get $6.oo a month

for them..I hope they move out of that state, Here the benefits

keep getting cut, but they're still better than there.. I hear Illinois

has good, well better, than what is here, why I had thought about

the Chicago area.....well somewhere where I could live a little

better...hopefully on a LAKE lol...where I had better surroundings
when the field was out there wasnt so bad..I would love to have my
own little patio with some flowers, screened in so the boys and I
could sit outside, I love sunset..best time of day....lol...I know -
Keep Dreamin' LOISSSS lol...well its a nice one..
Day Dreams are good for ya :-)

I think sometimes about what would I be doing or where would I
be had this not happened..And I really cant even begin to think

where- if my ex really wasnt happy before all this got to the really

bad stage, so maybe I would be divorced but who knows doing

what? I would still have had to move out..was his moms companions

condo..so..I couldn't stay there..So..that would have stayed the

same..but how would I be providing for myself? Working more

than likely..sewing probably in one of the Van places like I was..So

I dont have to work anymore...but at the cost of 2 legs..so I dont

know which I would rather do ...No.. I would still rather have my

legs.. I would go out more and see people i knew cause they

would all still be my friends...where are they now? I Dont see or

hear from any of them..Not since being like this..So I've changed

or they have, But I think where or what would I be doing had I not

lost my legs... I'm not unhappy now.. as its NOT really that bad,

I don't have to work,, I have RaeLynn, so many NEW friends...it

Really is not that bad.. its harder ..oh yeahhhh LOTS harder but

other than I worry a little more about health crap and reminded

about needing to "GO TO THE DOCTOR LOISSSS" ..lol.... I

will ...I Promise.. I DONT wanna,, but SHEESH..it is time for

a check up, so I will..lol.. I WILLLLLL :-D Its NOT that bad...

And on that note I WILL go and find some food..Its still kinda

early ,, haha.see? never know when I'm gonna post :-). I

have 3 brass candle sticks and I just found my brass cleaner

and I'm dyin to SHINE Them up..then get the 3 burgundy

candles I want, for in them.. I saw some GREAT candles on

QVC that were battery ones and couldnt even tell they were..they

were nice.. But I like brass..I have mostly that in my livingroom..

well it goes with burgundy really well..Im gonna go eat..nite..

Thanks for the great comments on the video..I'm really glad you

liked it and all the pics too, I have posted the past few days.. I'm glad

you liked them.. Never know when I'm gonna fire up this cam and

take some.. I had thought of getting one of those disposable ones

and take some of this place, I dont know why I didnt think of that

before LOL... duh... :-) Ok time to go SHINE ...lol..:-)

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? LUV YA!!! & THANKS :-)

Always, Lois****

May God Bless you today,

I'm so honored to call you friend,

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...