~I Got Scorched~

Lazy day, my right stump did get scorched a bit..ok..ok quite a bit..

lol...Its red and tender but not bad..I will survive..lol... It is making it
hard to sit comfy today as it got down under as well into the cushion
which got the underside of my stump ..thats where it really is sore..I
have to use a mirror to see it..Its ok..not to worry. The joys of being a
clutz...i'm very good at that you know..if you dont..then you havent
been reading lol...

I have been told by a few that the photos here are small.Thats because
blogger only lets us put in 50 kbs or lower photos.. Ive put some a tad
bigger but they do something to them I dont know. These 2 photos here,
I have them bigger..they arent the best, but if you want them in bigger..
send me a mail and I will send them to you. Ive been playing with my
cam as thats what I use to take my photos..you know..this is NOT easy to
take them of yourself lol..Its hard to set the focus up and you look at the
carpet under my wheels..you can see how farthey sink down, so going
back and forth..its not easy lol...

Looking at these photos you can see my living room is not

very wide..it looks narrow..it is a tad bigger than it really

looks Im not up close to my desk either.. With the window

right behind me I look like I glow lol.. Well GORGEOUS
people do glow dont they ? lol..You KNEW I would say

that lol.. But right there is where I am most of the day, I

have little groovies in the carpet already from parking in the

same spot every time lol.. And DONT look at my messy desk.

I really try to keep it straight..

Today, its Sunday..I got on that Do Not Call list 3 months ago?

well I got a call today about credit card debts..I dont have a

credit card...its maybe a good thing I dont! No sometimes I do

wish I had one because I shop online..and lots of places wont

take paypal..so Im very limited..I like that cuz its taken right out

and I dont get a bill later then have to pay it..I did have 2 credit

cards that I got in MY name from EDS.. ya..the Ross Pierot

company..Great company to work for..I got some wonderful

benefits..Well my ex decided to charge up the cards while I

was in and out of hospital and crazy, they were only in my name,

so naturally I am . was responsible for them..just like I am a

old phone bill from 4 years ago that I didnt make the calls..I

had a caregiver when I first moved into the other apartment,

she left a boyfriend..out west..she made almost $500.oo worth

of phone calls..then left.. My phone.. my credit cards..my debt..

and ON my credit history. I'm responsible..my ex is in Mexico,

and he sure wont pay them.

This telemarketer actually called me 5 times..I hit the 1 to talk

to a person..this man came on, I told him I was on the do not call

list..he said if you were we would not call you.. so.. I got mouthy of

course and told him I was on the list and he better not phone again

and I was filing a complaint. he kept on and on.. 5 times this jerk

phoned.. So I call the do not call place..they say you need to get the

name and phone number of these places.. well I didnt hear it.. so Im

going to re register again..It doesnt work.. I called the operator too..

and on a sunday? sheesh.. I am so sick of them ..why do these

marketers think anyone would be stupid enough to agree to some

thing they sell or want to give you over the phone anyway? I dunno..

I check online for stuff.. Anyway this man keeps calling me..doesnt

say a thing..and when I say hello.all i hear is beeping. this started at

3 ..and every 10 minutes my phone is ringing..its got to be that

person.. what a jerk...

I had to write replys to those 2 letters today, very hard to do..I was

sad, mad, hurt, yet, I did understand.. I can see all the sides.. I was

told a few times I am too logical.. which I dont think so.. I just take

everything into consideration- go from there.. This is their decision

not mine..so there is really nothing I can do about it..Sure I can be

and am upset about it..but..well.. Its the same as everything else..I

have to keep rolling on, the places they took up in my heart will be

there, waiting..but if not..I have put some good memories there..Life

goes on, and none of it is easy.. just pull up your pant legs..and step

over the crap..for me..I'll grease my wheels and just ROLL on thru..

what else ya gonna do? lol...:-)

I made a nice crock pot of ham and beans today, I love that.. I wish

I had my book so I knew how to operate my combo oven..so I could

make some corn bread..I have to admit..while i was going thru the

beans and cutting the onion and ham..I thought of Willie..my 2nd

hubby..He was from down south..raised in Florida..real southern

boy.. he LOVED beans and corn bread..collards and fried chicken

buscuits and gravy..all that good stuff . When I put that on the table

you could almost see the sparks fly lol. So Im off to try those beans.

no cornbread...but oh well.. still be good.. even better tomorrow..

Nitey Nite... :-)

Y'all have a good one Y'hear ? luv ya..and thanks..

Always, Lois ***

God Bless you is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..