~Slower is The Word~

Im writing early tonite and logging off.. As today went by I got sort of really really tired.. I started getting nauseous and light headed..and decided to write now and post then just go to bed.I think its just all catching up with me again..It does this remember... I just keep doing and doing and then its like I get kicked in the butt and told to STOP..lol.. I have found so many wonderful new friends since I started this blog and I have to say I really am truly grateful..Everyone has been so nice and offering suggestions and help..I would be so lost with out all of them.. I have many blessings, and I hope every one knows how much I appreciate them.. I really do.. :-) I called today about a ramp again..and not had any luck.. I just dont know where else or who to call..Ive called everyone from united way to salvation army to even home depot..and not gotten anywhere. I called the disabilty resource center in Kalamazoo but they dont have any idea of what to do either or where to get one.. I told them to just buy one online lol.. I am just so frustrated I didnt think I would have this much trouble getting one..From what I was told before would not be a problem. I think that IS the problem..all these places that are supposedly HELP agencies arent..but claim to be.. All they do is refer me to someone else.. I have until thursday to come up with the 193 for the water deposit..I dont think DHS will pay very much..but some is better than none.. Some day, I was telling my friend Cherry- that I dont know if would know how to act if I didnt have to worry .. I just cant even imagine a day like that lol.. I bet it would be nice tho.. I ate up all the left over chili and was some ground meat left so I made some meatballs and gravy with rice..its in the slow cooker..sure smells good in here. I like rice..its a nice change from potatoes. although I never get tired of tatoes.. I think they are my favorite veggie.. I still have not made my fav yet.. fries n gravy..I will ..just to initiate this house..got to have them. I am slowly fading and I really need to go lay it down for the duration of this day.. I slept last nite but I woke up feeling still tired..and I slept till 7:30 ..later than usual. I dont stay up late..Soon as I lay on all my pillows and snuggle down with my boys..well its like Lights Out! and Im down for the count..tv on and all lol..I think this today is just the past few catching up with me.and I just need to be reminded.SLOWER LOIS. I just get impatient.. Time to lay it down for a while.. Nitey Nite early lol Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? luv ya.. and thanks.. :-) Always, Lois **** God Bless you is my prayer today, I'm so honored to call you "friend"; I pray the Lord will keep you safe until I write again..