~Contacts Lost :-( ~

Since I have started this blog I have had contact with many people that have written to me. Sadly they have left and gone on to other things..but what really saddens me is that they gave me no "goodbye" that makes me feel like they didnt value my being a friend to them and I feel bad.. To contact someone is for a reason..to stop contact...has to be for a reason also... To not know if you have done or said or written something that perhaps drove that person to not want to be in touch with you anymore..I for one would LIKE to know..If I do or say or write something that hurts someone I hope they would tell me " HEY!!!" I would gladly apologize..well if I was wrong :-) lol...But many have done this to me written wonderfully sweet letters over a period of time..and then suddenly stop.. Even in chat.. I have chatted with some and they just disappear.. I wish I would hear again from all of them so I could find out what happened.. I do..we all do..need all the friends we can get. I tried to paint today..well remember that big gray pail of white paint that was in that photo? talk about a HEAVY thing!!! I bet it took me 10 minutes to scoot that thing out to the kitchen.. I fought that bloody pail for over an hour to get the lid off until i almost blew a fuse.. I STILL dont have it open.. I mean.. it refuses to come off!! I was gonna paint.. I did touch up the blue..its a little bit off color but as it dries it seems to be getting darker and matching better..I think with 2 coats it may work ok. I got a confirmation from MY Dolly that she will be here tomorrow..it will be so wonderful to see her. So far is all set on GO..Wayne said he would be here and I invited Dolly to come too..she may as well rather than sit home by herself. I told her she didnt have to do anything. That Dolly is Raelynns sister.. I will take some photos.. I have this disposable camera but it didnt come with a flash.. so I dont know if the photos will take..I didnt notice that when I got it... I would love to have one of those digital that takes snapshots and videos.. I have already been planning a little something for Christmas..If I dont start now I will be caught with my invisible pants down and not have nuthin ready for it.. I bet and HOPE its gonna be a nice one this year and maybe even someone may wanna come spend it with me lol..Be nice.not to be alone..me and the boys are kinda used to it tho.. lol.. :-) I still have not gotten ONE reply or acceptance on my offer to come and spend a couple days with me..geez..now im disappointed lol I thought I would just get swamped with mail begging to come spend time with me HAHAHA..go ahead say it.. "THATS what I get for thinkin!!" LOL... :-) i wouldnt make them work too hard.. lol..there is not really alot to do once the stuff gets here tomorrow..other than getting a ramp on this place...well a few other things..but nothing major like the ramp. The rest is easy. Im just too stinkin SHORT..I couldnt even reach the top spot to touch up the blue in the kitchen!!! Its HELL being so short.. I did get a call from Chris..and he said he would put a new floor down in the bathroom for me.. that would be so nice.. its dark and full of paint spills.. He will be coming over tomorrow with the lease etc and we can talk about getting my rent set up for the 1st of the month...I would prefer it due then...I will probly have to come up with the extra couple weeks difference..I moved in here before the first. Hes very nice and willing to work with me..and I sure appreciate that.. I have thought of buying this little place but well takes money to do that too.. Chris said hes anxious to get out of this house renting business and I bet it is hard..so many dont care when they rent..its not theirs.. Im not that way.. I cant destroy anything no matter what it is.. If I cant make something better well. then it dont really need me does it? lol... Hes a really nice guy.. and I assured him I would NOT destroy this little house.. it is cute..and I am quite comfy here and the boys? well they really like it too..Before when someone came to the door they would RUSH up to it.. Now they run..i think they are afraid that they may be taken off again..They stick to me like glue..LB is up here on top my desk his favorite daytime spot..and Dutch is over in the corner by the heat register curled up in a ball..We are a happy family.. :-) Some have had trouble getting here to my posts..I have found out that if I cant even view it..if I go up to Tools..then Options..and clear out the CACHE it sometimes helps.. Blogger has been getting a new format..I havent gotten it..Hell I have enough trouble with this now..It gives me fits sometimes, and I have NO idea what Im doing..lol..but if you have trouble try that..clear out the CACHE..and.. if you feel like writing please dont hesitate to contact me.. if theres something you are curious about..well maybe someone else is too and I havent thought of it yet lol. write and ask ..use the LovelyLittleLegs@gmail.com addy tho please.. I get notified of that right away and sometimes im not logged on yahoo and dont check that mail every day.. Well on this note..not a bad day.. gloomy yes.. but not bad..so on that I am gonna go and play a few games of solitare and log off.. Nitey Nite. Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? luv ya.. and Thanks :-) ALways, Lois **** God Bless you is my prayer today, I'm so honored to call you "friend"; I pray the Lord will keep you safe until I write again..