~I Watched TV !~ :-)

I was a big lazy today, lol.. I got up really early again, 4 or so,

and about 8, I decided to lay back down..and that's just what I

did and I even watched TV for a while. I saw Lethal Weapon 2

with Mel Gibson, hes so handsome..wonderful blue eyes.. and

I saw these dogs that did tricks with catching Frisbees and I

mean talk about energetic.!. the dogs ran their butts off.. They

were amazing to watch what the owner and their dogs could do.

They worked hard but you could tell they were having fun too..

I enjoy watching Animal Planet.. they have a good show...its

funny, I love their funniest animals , and its really interesting at

what some of these rescue places for animals do and the

extreme measures they go through for these pets specially

ones that have been neglected or abused.. How a human could

do that to an animal.. I just cannot understand.. But then there

are some that don't appreciate what a cat or dog can do for

a person, and its so very much.. I love my cats..but I do miss not

having a dog.. My boys love me.. I know they do.. cats just show

it differently than dogs.. Dogs..well you KNOW when they love

you.. a cat, well they let you know when THEY think you NEED

to know..at their leisure..lol.. All pets are very good for a person,

no matter what kind.. . . :-) even people can be pets :-)

Anyway,, I laid up on my bed, of course the boys there in their

usual places. LB ALWAYS gets his favorite, between my stumps,

spot..and Dutch he gets up under my chin.. I woke up about 3pm

and I felt pretty good.. Now watch- I will be up till the wee hours

of the morning now.. No.. I do this.. I go for a few days with very

little sleep..then do a crash and sleep..I think ive had so much on

my mind lately that's what has been keeping me up and I just had

no choice but to finally just get caught up on my sleeping, its like

I am just shut off. :-)

This week will be hectic too.. I have a few phone calls tomorrow,

my poor bank lol.. and about my chair of course..and the grant

papers..and mainly to find out if I have a ride to the Dr. on Tues.

I will be totally honest, I DO NOT look forward to going, in fact I

don't think about it or I wont be able to eat a thing till Wednesday!

lol.. I don't like going..I really have NO choice but to go however,

that one spot..the bigger of the callous's has gotten bigger and

is very very sore.. I have been keeping a bandaid over it to try

to protect it from the wheel, it seems to be helping..but its not

improved.. I don't honestly think there is much that he can do for

it other than some cream perhaps..and I bet tells me to get gloves.

Well .. that's not that easy.. steady putting them on and off too..

If all of a sudden I have to make an emergency "run" to the potty

well I KNOW I am NOT going to have time to put gloves on! If

I keep them on all the time..I know the fingers are open..but I had

some along time ago.. theyre hot, make your hands sweat too.

The ends of my fingers are what really need checked. Ive taken

off all my rings, just to see if that may help.. none of them are

tight by any means..even though they do have to be a snug fit,

especially the ones I wore farther out on my finger..well between

the 2 knuckles on my finger.. I had as many as 3 on one finger..

I feel totally naked with out them..my fingers are so light I can

hardly type lol ..no ..but ..it seems strange not to have them on.

I think the most I have worn are 17, today I took off,,16 :-) I

have misplaced my Dads graduation ring ..It came off without

me knowing its here,, probly in a box..he graduated in 1921 .

The ends of my middle finger and index (first) tips, are really the

2 that concern me the most.. They are both dark,, and they

are not numb..but feel..well.. I don't know..not good lol. tingly?

picky, swollen, hard to describe.. I can use them ok.. My pinky

goes to sleep constantly..but that's cause I rest my arm wrong

here on the desk.. I keep my keyboard up here so I can rest my

arms on the top, I cant type and rest them on the arms of my

chair its too wide. My thumb isnt working because of the carpal

tunnel.. I cannot trust it at all..im very careful at how I lift or grab,

I mainly use my left now, its safer.. I used to have a brace I wore

I got it years ago.. I have NO idea where it is. so that maybe the

soloution for a while but it wont last.. Ive heard that the surgery

for it sometimes doesn't either.. it didn't for my sister.. shes had

it done twice to one hand, but they need checked, its time. . . .

Only thing I havent done today is eat..and Im really hungry..I have

some good sliced ham and some fresh bread,, and I may make

a hot ham n Swiss cheese sandwich..I have cheese too..I know,

I should NOT eat cheese..but well.. I know Im gonna be up for

a while anyway having taken that long nap so. . and some times

Im lucky ..if its good cheese it doesn't bother my stomach..and

this is.. I havent made one in ages. Since I just got up, I think

its coffee time too.. You KNOW what desert is..The boy didn't

make it, so I still have one out there..a blueberry doughnut..:-)

time to say "Nitey, Nite" :-)

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? luv ya.. and thanks.. :-)

ALways, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..