~Good And Bad Day ~

Today started off really great.. I got a wonderful gift delivered by

the UPS truck.. I heard the door and saw the truck pulling away

from the curb. I opened the door and there was a box sitting

a little ways down the ramp away from the door. I couldn't get

it unless I went totally over the door facing which would mean

backing up and into the house which would be very hard to

do..Plus the fact Dutch was right there and when that door is

opened at all he feels the magnet pulling him out there.. :-)

I went and got a sponge mop I had at the apt. I had to get it

out the other day when Dutch spotted a bug on the ceiling,

just slowly crawling, he went nuts. I had to use it to get the bug

down or he would have climbed the walls I think..

I went and got the same mop thingie and used that when I

opened the door wide enough, this whole time having to

watch for 2 cats one in front of me, and one behind in the

bedroom.. I had to back into the bedroom door to open

the front door wide enough to reach the box, I used the mop

thingie and pulled it to me..and it was very light weight. I

got it inside and the door closed and neither of the cats

got even close..Im getting good at this.. I pushed the box

over to the couch and picked it up and put it on there so I

could open it.. When I did I saw a new digital camera...It is

so very nice..and very small too..fits in the palm of my hand.

It has a card and a cord so I can download either way..Its

so nice. An Argus..5 megapixel.. From a dear friend that I
think go tired of me griping about not having one any more.

And besides the fact hes a dear sweet friend...Thanks :-)

To get to the part that ALMOST ruined my wonderful day, I

have decided not to let it bother me as much as it has when

This has happened to me 2 other times. Someone has been

rude, and disrespectful of me again and taken 4 photos of

me and posted them on a Yahoo group for BBW women.

The post was made on Sunday, 6th. just 2 days ago. I am

VERY upset about this.. I willingly post photos HERE and I

will send photos..just ask..I do NOT allow my photos to be

put ANYWHERE but on YOUR computer. They are NOT to

be shared , traded OR SOLD. I get VERY upset about this.

I am very open, honest, and respect everyone I meet. I

expect the same in return.

A yahoo ID of fbowers63 is who posted the photos of me

there. I had this happen twice before and I do NOT appreciate

the abuse of my good will in sharing photos etc . This hurts my

feelings. Many women have their photos on that site..and I
am sure that MOST do NOT know they are there, that NO ONE

thinks they care..I DO..And ANYONE that sees my photos other

than on this site or that yahoo ID of mine..Let me know.. This

is about the most horrible.. How would the person that did this

like photos of his wife? or mother ? or child? put other than where

HE had put it? For anyone to see and not at the aware ness of

the person.. That is SO wrong and I am ashamed that this is being

done..I do NOT understand the need a person would have of

putting someones photo where THEY wanted it? To make them

selves look good? To get members to the group? This is so

wrong to use other people..

Did you know for just BBW groups on Yahoo that there are over

1600 of them? That there are over 1400 amputee groups not

including the disabled ones.. I don't understand all of this and I

really try very hard to..To understand what a man gets out of

doing this.. I say man because that is usually who does this. I

think this is the most horrible display of disrespect for an amputee.

I like me.. I like who I am , how I look I am ok with..well its the best

I can do :-) but, I share and very willingly..for someone to show

so little disregard for my feelings I think its awful.. I posted two

messages on the group and sent a email to the moderator that

most of the photos are posted by him.. I asked to have the photos

of me removed. Hopefully they will be. This had never happen

again.. The photo I put here Sunday in the pink, was one of the

photos in that BBW group..pitiful have to steal to make them

selves look good... And the owners and moderators allow it

and Yahoo makes you almost go to court to get anything done.

Its sad..

Anyway, I am not letting this overpower my happy for getting this

new camera.. I am just so pleased.. I cant wait to try it out.. Then

I can have penny take some photos of outside. I can see what

all is growing then.. Out of the bathroom window I can see the

Lilac bushes and a gorgeous tree I think is a black walnut or

something.very dark leaves..just so pretty ..theyre down in the

corner of the fence. I am so anxious to see it all..


I know Im anxious to go and eat too ..I was happy and mad so

many times today I didn't even eat.. I don't even know what it

was as I didn't go and look..something awful probly..their

stuff has NOT improved.. This photo stuff is just eating my

lunch ... and supper too... "Nitey Nite" :-)

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear ? Love ya ..and Thanks :-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..