~I Appreciate the Flowers~

I had taken this photo yesterday and had so many photos on here

last nite, I kept this one for today..Its so pretty.. today the others are

even more open.. I am so enjoying these flowers.. Im so glad

the person that took the time to plant all these took the time to

do it.. was a lot of work..and just forethought to plant things

that came up every year.. I wish I could have gotten out there

to really help them and prune all of the flowers out there.. The

rose of Sharon tree outside is still blooming. Whomever it

was did this.. I hope they know how much I am enjoying all their

hard work..

Penny came today and I showed her the curtains in the bedroom.

Dutch had to get in the window..and pulled the curtains down .. I

had her just take rod and all down..I plan to make an appointment

with Donnie to come and spend a few hours and fix the things that

need done.. the back door lock, the phone jacks, the window now..

and the cable put into the living room for a tv..and maybe he can

rig up a screen for across the door so I can get some fresh air in

and air the house out before winter... Things I really could do my

self...BEFORE...that's what gets to me so much I think every day

almost.. what I can and cannot do anymore. . .

I laugh a lot at things I cant do.. I have to, or I would just get so bent

out of shape about it..and be totally miserable all the time.. and I

wont do that either.. I couldn't and I cant stand drama..daily conflict,

I like to solve dilemas...problems... then move on.. Some I have no

choice but to wait for help..but if I have no choice I will really try to

do something or rig it so until I can get some help to do it..when

THEY have time.. That's the biggest reason its so hard for me to go

shopping by myself..which I guess I could..but I don't want to go up

to perfect strangers..even though I know they would be more than

willing to help me..and ask "Can you reach that for me?" I cant

do that.. I can.. yes..but I really cant get the words out is probly

what I mean.. I would rather choke on them than say them.. I don't

miss the stores..not really.. If I went.. there is so much there now,,I

would want it..and I cant have it.. not on my budget..so why go?

and I don't need to see all the new food stuff..I would have NO

control , I see on TV plenty of the new foods..so I can imagine

what is in the grocery store.. No.. My chair fits fine, I wanna keep

it that way.. :-)

I tried getting that curtain rod and curtain down last nite..it was

about 2 am when Dutch decided he HAD to get in that window

next to my bed.. I didn't pay any attention..as I hear these cats

all the time and I am used to their noises and Dutch is steady

wanting in these windows..at nite..not during the day..cuz Im not

in here..during the day hes in the living room with me..and those

windows I keep the blinds up..well Im not doing that at nite in

my bedroom! no I don't think so just so this cat can see his Shadows.

well ..I heard him going thru the slats..the next thing I feel this

SMACK on top my head..then this material falls all over me..And

im buried under this huge lace curtain..rod and all..the lace was

so heavy it pulled the rod apart when it came off the side..and

so the rod hit me in the head. !. The boy couldn't have done any

better if he had tried.. I had just sat up to sleep for awhile..is

why it could reach me.. If I hadnt changed positions.. It would

have just hung there.. He knew ..Stinker.. So my curtain is in

my power chair..and I will leave it down till I can get the bracket

put up..Penny cant help it shes a shorty with legs... She has to

stand on the bed, which is soft..and can just reach the top of

the window..its hard for her..so I will leave it off till I can get it

fixed better..Looks crappy in there now..but well no one but me

goes in there anyway..well Penny to clean..but ..whether Im not

got matching windows.. I don't guess anyone really cares but

me.. I cant stand it they don't match :-D

Well lm hungry I had a KFC Bowl . was good..I had to eat to take

my 3 pills today..2 tomorrow. Im going to call the dr..my elbow

is definitely better.but its not totally gone..so I will let him know

and see what he thinks.. One more week of these pills I would

think would work since just this one has made such a drastic

difference...Im glad I don't have to have a shot in there..I wont

be off these till tomorrow..last day and a renewal for wed..and

Penny will be here to go to the drug store.. Heidi will be here

tomorrow and I hope she has some answers for my questions..

Specially about the 2 bedroom house for rent on a lake.. I

sure could handle that.. I would be VERY happy..

Time for me to handle some TV and a few of these PB&J

crackers Penny got today.. I like these things, and not at all

expensive..that I am VERY glad..:-) Time for snakin.. and

some TV I hope..for a little while..Im tired so probly wont be

long..then it moren likely will Be a commercial is what will be

on that I'll see..never fails....:-) "Nitey Nite" :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya, and Thanks! :-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless you, is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again.....