~Feelin Tired~ :-(

For some reason I am going thru this snit of just feeling

crappy and tired.. I slept last nite and didn't get up till 8

this morning..and yet I have been tired all this whole day long..

I guess all the stuff the past few months have caught up and

I just have to do a slow down and get re vitalized so to speak.

sounds good anyway.. A nice vacation probly would do the

trick too... I think seriously I just need some time to not worry

about bills, health, house, people, and just get back into the

groove of getting things done... I think the first place to start

of course is getting all my health issues cleared up and then

seriously look for a house...a bigger one. I doubt if I ever

could afford to buy one anyway..but if I look hard enough I

may just stumble on something that would be perfect..

Ive put myself up for adoption but havent gotten any offers

on that either.. so I will just have to pull up my invisible pants

legs and get this chair rolling.. I have decided though that I

am going to do some sewing.. My Dolly, we are waiting for

confirmation for sure..but I may be great gran ..in 7 months

or so.. and if its really true.. I have baby quilts to make and

baby blankets and layettes..and diaper bags, all sorts of

stuff.. I would LOVE to do that.. I have been thinking of just

how I will do it.. I am going to try to set up my old singer

machine that is in a cabinet..and maybe if I put a regular

chair there, I have some nice cardtable chairs, I could just

transfer onto one of them, then maybe I can work the drop

down pedal to run it.. Im going to try..We just need to get all

that room re done and I have an idea how to do it..

I have a most wonderfully comfortable couch.. its 8 foot long,

and even though its over 30 years old..you would never know

it.. What I thought I would do is take my bed out of my bedroom

and make that room into a sewing room..bring the kitchen table

back up and bring all my material up.. I think that might work..

My hospital bed is nice but the mattress leaves a lot to be desired

its plastic and slippery , its hot and the sheets don't stay on it.

So this may be a solution to a sewing room..If this was my house,

I would totally redo the basement and I could have a HUGE

sewing room down there..there is more room down there than

up here ..all is down there is the furnace, no walls all wide open..

be perfect.. But I think this idea might work.. I can bring my TV

in here to the living room too.. Put it over on my desk..but I don't

know where I would put my lamp..but I could get rid of that recliner

and get a stand for the TV and put it there.. but then I would only

have my couch for company to sit on..but then I don't have but 1

person come here at a time..so..that might work..I don't use that

desk other than to put stuff on it.. so I could get rid of that as well.

Got to have a plan of attack to do stuff..:-)

I will think of something.. I usually do.. I got a call from Heidi my

new caseworker from Keystone..she will be here Thursday at 10.

She asked if she could bring me a breakfast from McD's..now

that is really trying to get on my good side I think..Shes very nice..

I think will be nice to try to teach her to sew.. Its a good thing to

know.. I have known all my working years..that as long as I have

a sewing machine I could make some money.. I made scrub tops

for nurses, and aides, orderlies.. after I moved into the apartment

after my left stump healed.. I made good money and it was fun

to me..but I got so over whelmed with orders and no way to fill

them.. I had to stop.. I learned that sewing was as good to know

as lots of other skills.. Almost every thing around us has some

sort of sewing on it.. I can run about 5 different types of machines.

I enjoy it.. to me its play and not work at all.. I think converting my

bedroom might be the answer until I can find another place that's

bigger.. If I can make some extra money that would sure help my

bank account and ease a lot of my worries...

My only worry this minute is something to eat.. I don't need much I

had Chili from COA and they do make some good stuff . It came

with a piece of corn bread and applesauce and salad..was good..
I didn't eat the salad as they only give you buttermilk ranch stuff

and well that's not really my favorite.. I like Italian or french..its

better..I hear a pumpkin cookie calling me so I better finish this

and go and shut it up, just eat it and put it out of its misery and

right into my mouth.. "Nitey Nite"

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya..and thanks..:-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless you, is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again.....