~Baseball With The kids~ :-)

There is a house on the other side of Steve & Lisa's.

Its on the corner and I believe they have 5 kids. I

saw a lady and Ive seen the man outside before. Last

evening I watched as these kids and parents had the

best fun.. They played baseball.. They had a square

thing behind the batter so the ball when it wasn't hit,

would bounce back and they didn't need a catcher.
Dad was the pitcher, the one boy was a great player,

he didn't look very old..but he never missed a throw

and hit the ball 99% of the time.. The youngest Id

say was perhaps 3 and he got more exercise than

any of the others, that little guy ran after EVERY

ball and laughed and he sure enjoyed himself.. He

was so cute and a little redhead... There were 4

boys and 1 girl. It was so nice to see a family OUT

SIDE having fun.. The kids not stuck in front of a

computer or TV- listening and seeing all that crap

that's out there now. Kids are much better off out

side, and I have to say the kids, at least in THIS

neighborhood are doing good, playing outside.
Once I got home from school, I'd hurry up and do

my home work, helped with supper, ate and the

rest of the evening till 9 when I would hear my

mother call me "Loissssssssss, Time to come in!"

If I didn't go at the first call.. the 2nd call in

was my dad.. "LOIS! You DONT hear your Mother?

TIME to COME IN !".. I ALWAYS went when Daddy

called.. He meant business and I knew to go and I

did, I sure didn't want to jeopardize my going out

side at all...

We have rainy day today and the gloom was enhanced

by a letter from Doug with CMH justifying the increase

in my rent. He did offer in his letter to let Rebecca

"help with my budget".. well when the money isnt there

redoing a budget wont do squat and I don't want her or

anyone managing my money OR knowing my private business

I am QUITE capable of doing it myself. So, by the reading

of THIS crap letter I got today I think what Lori and

Rebecca BOTH telling me "DONT WORRY" is CRAP ! I

think if I don't come up with this extra a month its cause

to be evicted by Joe, and asking him to LOWER the rent

is crap too.. I have been on this for over 2 years ! and NOW

they only find they made a MISTAKE? and I have to pay

for it along with everyone else on this..


Needless to say I DID NOT need this today and I have

put the letter aside and I did call Doug but I will NOT

deal with them today, I cant.. my chest started hurting

the second I read who that letter was from.. My stomach

flipped over and I know my blood pressure went thru

the roof and I had to make a mad dash to the potty.. This

isnt fair to me to do this.. and yet, there aint a DAMN

thing I can do.. I guess It may come down to me moving..

THAT will do me in for sure, but I cannot afford any

kind of rent increase.

I have to post this and lunch? well no lunch for me today,

I got kinda sick yesterday and this today sure hasnt

helped.. right now, I don't see where there is really a

whole lot I can do, everything I tried so far has not done

anything.. *sigh*.. Time to post and I just DONT know

what to do from here.. Unstress I guess.. but I don't

see that happening either .. I do see this GORGEOUS
WEEBLE being back here tomorrow though.. "I'll be

back". :-) Hopefully ! :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and Thanks!
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you Friend

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again....