~Monday Calls~

What a Monday, I woke up and of course the first

thought in my head is about this 112.00 a month

rent increase. It is just tearing me up totally as I

just have NO idea where I am going to get that kind

of money. I would never have rented this place if

I had known. This hanging over my head is eating me

alive and giving me such stress.. I have NO idea where

they expect me to come up with that much more money

a month when I just now barely can survive, and the 5

week months are KILLER.... I talked to Lori at CMH,

shes very nice and I tried to talk to Doug, he was busy,

but I did find out what the "recent knowledge" is.. CMH

was audited and what they have been paying per MONTH

towards my rent, it should have been per YEAR! that's

why the increase. CMH made a mistake, now me and the

rest of us on this that were counting on them are going

thru this drastic increase... What do they expect us to do?

I was relaying to a friend how stressful this is for me.

Every single minute I think about this.. I am even dreaming

about this.. In my dreams I ask "WHY do I have to move

again?" and I get no answer there either. I consider this

harassment.. and VERY hazardous to my health.. I know I

am getting chest pains I sure don't like the feel of as I

KNOW what they are, I've had enough of them to know

early warning signs.. I HAVE to stop the stress from this

and anything else stressful for a while.. And now even in

my sleep again, this I don't like...

Carl came over yesterday, thank goodness.. I was about to

really lose it because of this smoke detector.. Its wired

and is electric, but when the power goes off they have to,

well lets say MINE does, have to be reset.. Penny pushed

the button last Wednesday when she was here and the

beep stopped.. till AFTER she left, then that buggar started

again and every 5 minutes I heard "BEEP!" well, by yesterday

afternoon, since Penny didn't make it Friday OR Saturday, I

had to put up with it.. so I called Joe, Carl came and said we

have to push the button in and hold it till it BEEEEEEEEEPs

all the way till it stops, and it resets.. The silence is wonder

ful.. I sure didn't need this steady beeping.. Sometimes I

tuned it out, but most of the time it drove me nuts :-) Ok ,

ok.. NUTTIER :-)

I sure feel like a nut sometimes too, let me tell ya, I sit

and look out my door and think how happy I maybe really

AM.. then all this crap floods my head and I lose my happy.

THAT makes me mad when I let these stressers ruin my

happy when I need it.. Penny is here today, she made it,

and on time, I was VERY glad to see that.. I have such a

"THING" about doing a good job and being on time.

Well its that TIME for me to find some lunch.. with all this

I have to say it affects my appetite too.. which is good as I

KNOW I have gained weight.. ICK !! I'm still the MOST
GORGEOUS WEEBLE though.. that wont change, maybe my

size.. but :-) I KNOWS ya loves me anyway :-) I am on a

diet though, no more cheese cake for a LONG time :-) Post

time, and door sitting time.. I sure enjoy that.. the fresh air

and watching the birds... Lord, I don't wanna move, I love

it here... *sigh*.... "see ya tomorrow!" :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and thanks..!
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you Friend.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...