~Things Change~

Mr. Blue Jay... :-)

I sometimes think about whats ahead whilst

I sit and watch all the critters outside. Its

a nice time to do that.. I think we all do that.

Not sit and watch critters.. but think about

what is ahead...and what might change...

For me my biggest concern is 'will I be able

to keep taking care of myself..living alone.'

There are so many variables for some

one like me.. Even as far as just gaining some

weight.. Even that can drastically change things.
If I do like I've seen MANY wheelchair people

that have steady gained weight the longer they're

in a chair.. When I lived at the apartment.. a lady

moved in.. I cant remember her name. :-) But

she moved into my friends place that died.. She

was quite thin when she moved in.. I hadnt seen

her in ages... I bet almost a year.. and she came

to my door.. I almost didn't recognize her... she

had gained so much weight...She was in a wheel

chair due to a back injury and couldn't walk...
Reaching for that corn...his belly looks so soft...:-)

I really watch what I eat, even though I KNOW
I have gained quite a bit from when I first got

out on my own back in 2002.. I look at some pics

I have of me back then, I'm still a GORGEOUS
WEEBLE.. but I AM thinner.. Younger looking

too !!! ;-) I think about that.. Raife calls fatty

stuff 'chair shrinkers' .. and that's true ! Penny

and I talked about that yesterday, since she

has gained weight, and I can see she has.. shes

still no bigger than a minute but, well women can

tell :-) She even says how little I really eat..and

I may have quite a few snacky things in my room

but she sees how long they last.. But .. truth be

known.. I really CANT afford to gain too much

weight.. The day I cant transfer- I'm in dodo land.
Butt.... :-)

I gave up waiting for my knight.. His horse threw

him off or the beast died.. :-) But I aint heard from

him.. I don't think hes gonna find me and carry me,

HA! IF- I don't gain any weight! :-) off into the sunset.

But I think about this. The companionship, the extra

care, should I need it... I know I cant PLAN the things

that are ahead.. and to be honest, I don't really wanna

know.. Id rather be surprised when it hits me :-)

I slept ok last night.. Only woke up 3 times.. and I only

had pains once.. I am finding that by relaxing more and

getting OUT of this chair sooner seems to help.. I only

had a fish sandwich yesterday and for supper some

diced peaches.. So HOPEFULLY.. its indigestion.. Time

will tell.. :-)

Time for this GORGEOUS WEEBLE to post this, eat,

and do the same as I did yesterday.. Get out of this

chair and watch TV for the rest of the day.. I have

NO plans, other than to answer the phone :-) IF it

rings.. I still get those bloomin' calls for other people.

I hate those and they refuse to stop.. I'm stopping

this post though.. BUT! Remember.. I shall return!! :-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless You, is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend".

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...