What A Week..*sigh*

This week has gone by SO fast..Im sitting here, its almost 7 pm, on a
friday nite..and thinking of all that has happened this week..the bad of
course..and the good and even the what the _ _ _ _ stuff lol.. and you
know what? this girl is tired.

I logged off last nite ..yes..was SO hard to do.. :-) I was so tired, said ok
get a snack..I sat and got the clicker for blind people to get aggravaged
at and said "Lordy . Im so tired.." sat there and 10 minutes, I know , I
have clocks everywhere and watch the time, I wake up just to see
what time it is lol.. I almost dozed off ..I looked at my bed..right
there..and looked at how far away the kitchen was ..seemed like 50
miles right then..and I just pulled up to the bed..locked down and
scooted those few feet..and I dont think my head hit the pillows and
I was asleep.. I got up at 3 again ..no,, not by choice..Dutch is still
on the old time..he did let me go right back to sleep tho..I think he
was testing me to see if I was still tired and i was..i slept till 5 and
had NO choice but to get up I just could not find a comfy way with
my shoulders hurting so I got up..but now Im ready to go back down.

I was looking at the date..can you believe it? November? where did
this year go? And WHAT do I have to show for surviving this year?
Hmmm I have lots to be grateful for..really alot..I only have been
back to the Dr. once this year..in March and I had to go ..I had no
choice..I couldnt see I had a bad eye infection from what I have
NO idea..but being blind in my left..well I need my right one to
really work..lol..But I have to say ..sure alot of my wishlist didnt
happen or things I would have liked to have, but all in all? well I
made it to this day..so its been good.

The holidays are hard for me ..I will be honest about that..Ive been
alone for the last 4..but who knows? maybe I wont be this year..
and if I am..like I said last nite..well that ticker is still tickin..so as
long as it is..well so am I then. I do love the holidays..I can remember
some..I have pictures of us all around the table..my mom had 7
brothers & sisters. only 2 lived away..the holidays..starting at
thanksgiving were a weekly gathering at everyones house..I know
my mother was steady baking almost daily to be sure when one of
the family came or all of them there were plenty of goodies to go
with that great cup of coffee made in that coffee pot I have now out
in my kitchen.. Many cups of coffee were poured for some dear dear
people that I would gladly fill that coffee pot to be able to have coffee
with them again..And you know the best part? they would just see
me as me...but thats how family and friends are isnt it? Life is good...
I get so melancoly when Im tired..

Im off to TRY to see some of those 120 channels Im gonna try again..
Pull this chair up to that big sideways bed..pull up this skirt..and drag
this tired butt to that nice spot thats waitin for me over there..grab
my woolby..and lay this tired head on my wonderful feather pillow
and I wonder how long I will last before these tired eyes slam shut?
I have a feeling..probly NOT too long..I did get caught up with my
mails..I hope I didnt forget anyone..If I neglected anyone in chat?
I'm sorry..but its the chair got me lol I aint rollin too fast today..

Well snack? hmmm ..do I wanna go all the way out there? I got
a soda..and I think some snacky crackers over there ..naaah I
am headed to the bed..nite ..see you tomorrow, LB is already
on the bed looking at me..saying "MOM, COME ON, lets lay
it down"..Dutch? hes up on the shelf in the closet..lol..Jane put
everything back today..yup..its back on the floor .. . . kids...

Y'all have a good one now y'hear? luv ya , and thanks for all the
sweet words I got to read today..you make my day so good..

Always, Lois