~My 2 Cents Again~ :-)

I watched a show on TV last night about wannabe's..And I

maybe shouldnt even discuss it as I get really upset about this

subject I feel insulted, I guess I cant explain how I feel towards

them- than they can about wanting their legs amputated.. How

someone would want their legs gone I just dont understand..and

I really DON'T want to ... The one man on that show said..well I

want to be a sak..and I dont want my leg. IF I amputate it I can

get a prosthesis--? Then WHY take the leg off? This is a very

sore subject for me..THIS is NOT easy..the pain and the things

we have had NO choice but to go thru and these people WANT

this inflicted on themselves? then they have to be sadistic. Or

just CANNOT fathom just exactly WHAT this is like..

Amputees that are born that way have NO idea..They KNOW

no other way..Their heads dont know their missing limbs are

gone..what I was told by a quad friend of mine and one that

is a triple amputee...ITs TOTALLY different than being what

they call some one like me a traumatic amputee...This is

DAILY pains..aches, cramps..smushy feelings, needles and

sharp jabs of pain..so hard they make all of your body jump.

And someone says THEY WANT this? well i wish they KNEW

how to do leg transplants..if it stopped all this that I go thru

give me their legs..even a MANS hairy legs i'll take you know?

Just sew them ugly puppies right on the end of these stumps

I have here..I'll take them..(hope he has nice toes) :-)

This is a bad subject for me, and I cant really HELP it I just

dont understand wannabe's..I have tried..and I have even been

approached by some..and I try to understand.. but I just Honestly

cant say that I do..I can understand the DEvotee thing alot easier!

THAT to me is more Logical than a wannabe.. I dont want to

insult these people..but I feel they insult me...and I cant help that.

but I wont apologize either.. I didnt like that show at all..and I

dont think I will ever watch it again.. I think they should have had

an amputee on the same show telling them just what it was like

in case none of them OBVIOUSLY have NOT REALLY talked to

someone like me, and to be honest? I really DONT want to talk to

a wannabe..I just have a very hard time accepting such careless

disregard for their own body, If that was how they were meant to

be one way or another it WOULD happen..

Well now that I aired my dirty laundry on that subject.. I have been

really avoiding it as I have knowledge of the lady in that show.. Not

personally..and I will not judge her or any of the men on it.. But I

just cannot accept it.. and gladly I DONT have to.. I am NOT saying

that Miss Lilly was not a nice person..or those men.. I do NOT know

them personally I know who one of them are tho.. If they didnt want

comments on this..then they should have kept it quiet..and you know

me.. I have an opinion on everything.lol.. and this is MY blog...lol...

I guess I feel sorry for them.. they think they are miserable NOW?

cause they WANT their legs gone? lol..wait...see what they think

when and if they CAN get them amputated lol. THIS AINT FUN...

I can truthfully say, however..I have so many new, good, dear friends

because of my amputations..that I would never have met, had this

not happened to me.. and THAT is one of the good things that has

come out of this tragedy...besides the fact I dont have to go to work

anymore LOL... I wouldnt trade my new friends for anything..I guess

its like I said..there is GOOD in even BAD things..and this subject

for me is a BAD thing..thus endeth this subject NEVER to be

brought up again.. well.. unless I'm provoked LOL.. but I HAD to

give my opinion and we all have those...:-)

Rae was here today and we are squeaky clean for the week end..

I am glad..i shall be very careful NOT to mess it up..lol..well if I do

I just have to CLEAN it up, so if I AM careful..well less work for me.

I am hungry and I am going to go and find some food..I have NO

idea what I want some thing will yell at me when I get out there to
eat it, just got to hear it...so good thing its early i have time before that

movie comes on I want to see.. I forgot the name of it, (I DONT feel
like dancing Heimer..No waltzing tonite lol..I'm tired)... :-) I am

hitting Publish NOW..Nitey nite...

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? Luv Ya and Thanks !!!

Always, Lois ****

May God Bless you today,

I'm so honored to call you friend,

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...