~I'm Late but I'm HERE!!! ~ :-)

Bet ya thought I was a gonner Im posting so late tonite. Ive

been down in the dumps really bad..but well I have really

made some decisions and I have to start to do something..

And only I can do it. While I was in the living room today I

noticed my pillow and I LOVE it. You see the Picture of the pillow.

I made that pillow when I was in the first rehab, before I left everyone

signed it for me.. . all the nice things everyone said to me.. It was a

good place..and they took good care of us..some of the residents

(what they called us , not patients lol) were a little out of it tho..They

put up some kind of decoration on our door..and this old guy went

down the hall room to room taking them all of the doors.. He walked so

shakey .. He would kind of stagger looking like he was going

to fall..like he was bouncing off the walls..when he hit the doors

he would take the decorations.. Was fun watching , he was like

someone that was in a pin ball machine bouncing around..

What they said on this pillow is so sweet and so nice. It wasnt

bad there, I had a room mate and she was so sweet, named

Robin she was a good roomie..There was hardly any room left

as everyone signed even the man that ran the place tracked me

down said "Lois, I HAVE to sign your pillow.. They really liked

me there..They told me I made it a Happy place..I really tried to..

It was not anything like the hellhome they sent me to.. I wish I

could have stayed there but it was in Indiana and I am a

resident of Michigan. I had to come to a place here and thats

when the brought me up here to the hellhome..

.

You can see all the writing to me..I was so pleased that everyone

would miss me.. I did like it there.. it was so much better than the

hellhome.. you can read some of what was written to me.. they all

seemed to really like me there..I made alot of them smile..I wish

I could have stayed there..wasnt too bad. I had many friends there,

there were alot of people my age and amputees.. I know of 3 DAKs

that were there..and now I am one..

I love the one below.. on the edge.. isnt that just too cute.

Doug was the maintenance man.. and a cutie too . :-)

There were many there that were in really bad shape..and the

Physical Therapy guy.. wow I never minded going to that..lol...

I love this pillow and I keep it on the back of my couch.. I

went and got it and read all the encouraging things it says.. THe

state Ive been these almost 2 weeks . It has to end.. I cannot

stand the pressure.. I am hoping the pills help..but I wont really

know for a few days.. I did forget to call and get my nitro filled.. I

will call and on Monday Raelynn maybe can pick up the nitro..

This rehab was really good..but while I was in there I had good

therapy, which really wasnt doing me any good it didnt save my

legs..when I left this rehab and went to the hellhome 'was jumping

from the frying pan into the fire..

Was a very up and down day..I did get alot done..But I am tired and
I think its time to shut this puter down and roll over to my bed and I

get to see my Dolly tomorrow, Kelli Phoned and is coming in the

morning..She and her husband are babysitting Donnies (her dads )house

to care for the dog and cat, Donnie and Dawn are going to some

nascar race.. I forgot the name of it or where it is.. Hes a AVID fan

of Nascar.. I honestly think he really cried when Dale Ernheart got

killed..what a sad day for all the fans.. He was the greatest.. Hes very

missed..I heard every time you think of someone who has passed that

they get a star in their crown in Glory...I bet he has many many in his..

I know my parents do too..

I am tired and going to bed..The pills I feel nothing so.. I hope I sleep,

the boys are confused Ive not been up at the computer this late in a

long time.. So its time to say Nitey Nite.,

Y'all have a good one now Y'here? Love ya and thanks.. :-)

Alwqys Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today

I'm so honored to call you "Friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..