~ohoh I'm late!!! ~

As you see I am very late in posting tonite..and I do apologize..

I am almost 3 hrs late..Im very sorry :-) I KNOW y'all been waiting

on me lol.. Things are NOT the greatest and I will tell you this

GORGEOUS weeble is not the happiest camper in town ..In fact I

bet I am THE most miserable..lol.. I am trying diligently to straighten

things out... I really hope I can...I HONESTLY do NOT know at this

time, just exactly will happen.. I have no idea..and it is driving me

totally NUTz ..ok ok NUTTIER :-)

To NOT go into details..it has to do with certain officials here

where I live.. They have given me SERIOUS stress and it has

even caused SERIOUS side affects as to how their treatment

of me has affected me.. I have to be..well I should and am, going

to be very careful what I say or write..I have to be..like I said its

concerning CITY people..and THAT can cause me and IS..causing

serious problems for me..Enough so ...to be honest here.. that it

has caused me SERIOUS stress and caused my Heart problems

to flare up. To me all this EXTREME stress was NOT necessary

ALL because these 3 people said they were "doing their jobs"

with out checking reports and details about a situation before they

acted.. I have had to suffer because of it.. I will tell you I am in need

of a lawyer..just to be safe..and to protect what rights I seem NOT

to have at this time.. not even in my own home. These 3 people

that have taken it upon themselves to do this..well I dont think these

kind of Inhuman people should be in a public service position, if you

want the truth. I feel they deliberately jeopardized my health and

state of mind all for the sake of "DOING their jobs" well, I commend

anyone for doing that.. but like I said..does not the human factor

enter into it? seeing the situation and going on that ? BEFORE

the doing of your job affects a INNOCENT person and destroys

their life? What has happened to the HUMAN FACTOR? ?


I keep getting up on these bloomin soap boxes dont I? lol..well all

this CRAP has affected my sleep, my appetite..my well being,,

my state of mind..and EVEN my boys..They are cats..but if you

could see how they are acting? bless their hearts they see their

mother in tears..and having heart problems and totally stressed

out..how would it affect these 2 little guys? They may be animals..

but ill tell you what..I trust THEIR instincts as much as I would a

human. Dutch has been sick..I mentioned that the other day I was

worried about him... hes doing better.. but still not himself..LB?

well he is sticking to me like GLUE.. Today I DID go out of my

apt..YESSS I DID.. I HAD to go down and talk and discuss all this

CRAP with the apartment manager today..I DID go OUT!!! See?

I CAN do that lol.. well I was down there for over 2 hrs..and when I

got back I was SHOCKED as to how upset LB was..as I got

closer to my door..I could hear this poor baby howling..crying..and

when I rolled thru the door..BOTH were sitting there waiting and

the looks on their faces broke my heart..they were SO upset. When

I rolled out of here I was VERY upset.. well this isnt fair to them

either.. Makes me mad..do me..dont affect my kids..and all this IS

affecting them as well, because 3 Men were doing their jobs.??

Please dont worry, I AM going to make a trip to my doctor as well..

just to get checked out and make sure I am NOT gonna stroke out

tonite or anytime soon.. The attack I had monday..well I can see the

affect. It is not the greatest..but..dont worry ok? lol.. So many have

jumped to help me.. those that have phoned..and sent email and

IM's well all I can say is " I LUV YA" and I am SO glad you are out

there so when this GORGEOUS weeble needs a shoulder to cry

on and a little pat on the back sayin baby dont worry..well thanks hey?

Y'all have really helped and I am SO glad..that you are out there..I

will admit..I do wish you were closer..cuz right now ? I sure could use

a pair of strong arms and a kiss or two if you want the truth.. to just

hold me a little and tell me things will be ok..They will be..really..but I

think they will just take a little while and if I can hold out..well all will

be ok.. I do think..if I can find a more private place to live..things

would be 900% better..So I think THAT should be a major priority..

So for tonite..I am logging off..I am going to go and try to sleep ..I

think since monday I have had 3 hrs ..no 4 I think..so hopefully I

will sleep..I am tired..take care..Ill be here tomorrow..same bat

time..same bat channel ..like Batman says :-) well at least I will

be if I have anything to do with it..If i dont post tomorrow..well then

you will know....they have come and carried me away to the

Hoosgow" (jail) lol.. seriously Nitey nite :-)

Y'all have a good one now y'hear? Sure LUV YA..and THANKS!!!

ALways,, I ammmm LOIS ! ****

May God Bless you today,

I'm so honored to call you friend,

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...