~One More Day To Go~

Only 1 more day, and let me tell you I am in a snit. I just

have no idea what to expect. I wasnt arrested or given a

ticket last month, but now have to go to court..doesnt

make sense to me. I know its about to drive me nutz

for worrying though, and its getting VERY old...

Was a lazy day, I did not do one thing but sleep and play

solitare is all I did. The dosage on this antidepressant is

at its full level now and I think thats what makes me so

sleepy.Its a new kind she said and I had to take it in 3

different doses to build it up.. I really dont like the tired

feeling..I finally got the nurses at the Drs. office to do

their job..when I called friday about when the blood

work would be done, she said that she had sent the

paperwork in 2 weeks ago and would call and check

what the problem was. She called me right back and

said "Your insurance doesnt cover home care" Well,

I told her that is NOT true, and hung up the phone and

called the nurse with the insurance company, she knows

me really well...she said" I will take care of it..thats a

standard excuse when they dont do their job" She fixed

it and tomorrow I should hear when they will be coming

to do the blood work and how often the nurse will be

coming...Im glad thats settled..

My boys have been kind of upset along with me, they just

stick to me like glue. Every roll this chair makes they are

right there. It is such fun to go to the bathroom and 2 cats

are right there for an audience. lol..There is just NO

privacy here at all...They are worried though, just like I am.
Not knowing what is ahead, its such a bad feeling.. I dont

like it at all.. I am glad that the boys dont really KNOW what

is going on, they shouldnt have to worry about anything but

whether or not they have food and their litter box is clean.

I have to say though I will be glad when this is all over and

I know if im coming or going.. I hate this uncertainty.. I was

so surprised, my ex husband (2nd) phoned me saturday,

I was really surprised, hes doing quite well and is back in

LA. he seems to like it down there even though his family,

is up here. He hates the snow and cold hes a snow bird.

I guess Donnie or kelli called him and told him I was in a

snit and thats why he phoned..was nice of him to do that,

he was concerned and offered to help any way he could.

I thought that was pretty decent of him..

Well I am going to go and watch tv for a while..as much

sleeping as I did today I probly will be up half the night

now..never fails..As upset as my stomach is its probly

better to stay up than keep dragging this fat butt of mine

on and off that bed 4 million times.. That does NOT get

any easier ..in fact it seems to be getting harder lol...

Time to hit publish and we all say Nitey Nite.

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? luv ya, and thanks,,

Always, Lois****

God Bless you is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..