~3 Valuables~

Do you know it is over a year since I started writing this blog?

Now is that something or what? I wouldnt have missed those 3

half weeks had not all that crap happened.. I am so glad that is

over.. I cant help but think about it.. and when I do..all I can say

that I really felt was so bloody alone, I just laid there in that bed

and sobbed..not knowing where to go or what to do..Things can

go so badly so fast and it seems its like a domino effect, one

thing that hits another that hits another..and when you dont have

any bloomin FEET to stop that downhill slide, well..its sometimes

a LOT faster ride DOWN that hill you know? :-)


I know everything happens for a reason.. seems when I think about

that little 5 word phrase, I am told that at every happy or sad thing

that is happening..even back there at the shelter..that perhaps I

was meant to be there ..and I guess that could be true..although

right now I can only think of one reason I was there ..to point out

all the flaws there are.. I, myself..wont , cant and dont expect to put

myself in someone elses shoes. I often thought back there at that

shelter ..I wonder how many that were on the board were working

there really ever were homeless?... Like on the Comission on

Aging...how many on the board or working there REALLY needed

the services and could honestly say..they KNEW..Not too very many
I dont think.. And what the main thing they use to keep control..its

intimidation..scare tatics so to speak.. tow the line or you are out..

complain..you will get NO services.. All really about the same.. Yet..
I am glad there are these organizations and shelters..yes.. but I do

honestly think some do need desperately to be revised..The

shelter was a new building but very poorly designed...to serve the

purpose it did.. They sure need to get their ramps fixed I know that.

Well the photo up top is of 2 of my favorite people you hear me

mention almost daily besides Raelynn.. Its Dawn and Donnie.. Its

their wedding photo taken 2 years ago..They just had their anniv.

on monday last.. They are so cute together and do really good..They

make a great pair..the next is of Raelynn. Dutch tore the curtain down

after Dawn put it up last nite. she was kind enough to let me take her

picture.. I had the camera on since It was snowing today and I was

trying to get a picture of it..wasnt snowing hard enough...So you got

a photo of Dawn and Donnie and Raelynn.. Now you know what they

look like... 3 of my very valuable friends...

Time to log off this machine and see what is on the tv..I am hoping

to get my bedroom moved around so I can get my bed away from

the heat vent.. sure makes it hot.. If I move the bed to the other side

of the room it will give me more open wall.. the bed will be between

the 2 windows.. I think it will work out ok, and my bedroom will be

ok..I already have in my head how the living room will look and I do

think it will look really nice..depending on the floor too...Well time to

finish this day and eat a doughnut and finish my ice tea..Nitey Nite..

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? luv ya and Thanks! :-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..