~Gonna Be Cold~

When Cameron brought lunch today she informed me we are

to have some very seriously cold temperatures.. That just makes

me feel great.. I should make Chris pay half my gas bill since he

still hasnt put in these windows that desperately need done. I

will have to make sure this door is covered really good too, the

space around it is almost a half inch up at the top which is WAY

too much.. I am sitting here now and can feel a draft on my back,

I went and got a sweater a while ago and just draped it over my

back with the sleeves down over front to hold it in place. The

spot between my shoulder blades gets so cold then that makes

my back ache really bad. When Kenny was here, over a week

ago now said that he was coming to put the windows in, Ive

not heard one word from anyone..and I KNOW I better not over

the week end other than to hear them outside putting these 3

windows in......I don't want to hear anything else from them, Chris

needs to keep his end of this bargain if he expects me to keep

mine, which is only fair.. Ive kept mine.

Penny was here today and got everything all done up and set

for the weekend. Some ground meat and just stuff to go for

awhile. I don't know what I will make with the meat .. what I
have to do to be able to cook it or make anything I don't know

if I want to go through it all, I have to move a dozen different

things first to even be able to get to the hot plate..then move

the other stuff to get the pans out that are at the bottom of

the bakers rack..then I have to move the stuff from in front

of the microwave so I can have a place to work to cut up

stuff like onions etc.. I cant hold them in my hands as I just

don't trust my right hand to really lift anything anymore I was

reminded of that last nite when I reached in to take the hot chili

I had just reheated out of the microwave..my thumb gave out

and I dropped it..luckily it didn't hit anything but the inside of

the microwave as I was just taking it out.. I tried to clean it

all out but I cant reach inside all the way..The way my micro

wave is situated I cant reach all the way inside it..its too big. so

I have to wait until the turn table has brought what I put in there

back to the same spot so I can get it out lol. Well I have to keep

evaluating every thing I do so that I can make it easy on my self

to do these things, the harder it is..the less I know I want to tackle

them, I try to keep everything put away so that when I do decide

to make something I don't have To go through this ritual of move

this here to that there..like a game of chess lol..

I didn't hear anything about my chair this week at all nor did I

hear anything about my other things they are supposed to get

me. so on Monday I guess I will have to make my routine set

of phone calls to make sure the ball, where ever it is now will

keep on rolling.. I asked Cherise at the Drs. office if she

could please ask the Dr if he could put in a word or 2 to the

insurance that I really need this power chair..yesterday..she

assured me she would talk to the Dr. about it.. when I go back to

the Dr. my regular one will be there , Carolyn..shes very nice and

understanding ..so hopefully she can put a little more fire to this

flame I already started.. I hope so..

I got up super early again today I don't know what it is..I woke my

own self up today . wondering why Dutch hadnt woke me up ! now

that's NOT good! He was so busy chasing shadows on the wall..

they drive him nuts..and he is so bull headed he will not quit and

until the sun stops well this boy is gonna wear himself out..lol. I

am pooped and im going to lay it down, eat and watch TV ..

Nitey nite.. :-)

Y'all have a good one Y'hear? love ya..and thanks.. :-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..