~End Of September Already?~

Well this is the last day of September, I have no idea

where this month went. I know it seemed to fly right by.

But then it will be a year pretty soon that ive been in this

house. When I think of where I was a year ago.. I guess

I have made some progress..been a hell of a fight, but

well.. Im still kickin so to speak..invisibly but kickin...The

photo here was one taken back on the 9th I think ..so its

still up to date.. I found an old video I made 2 years ago,

and I had NO idea that I did.. I don't remember it at all.

Its not real good quality but I was a real amateur then too..

I was going through,, no, I was snooping and going thru

files that I didn't know I had..well I did but I never looked

in them.. I know to empty temporary Internet files which I

do religiously, but this video and lots of other things I didn't

know I had were in a Internet File..not the temporary one..

I took that video out of it anyway, and nothing drastic

happened to my computer..which I was afraid it would if

I took anything out of that.. I do ok with puters but I still

have a lot to learn..Long as I can post this and send email

and GET email Im good..

I had promised to put some photos here off and on showing

the ends of my stumps... The left one I don't think that scar

will ever do right.. I have to keep the 'blue gel' on it all the

time or it gets really dry and looks awful.. I keep a close check

on that scar.. As long as that thing took to heal..over a year, I

sure don't want problems with it again... The right never gives

me problems.. it hurts more than the left..it always has since

the beginning.. It sleeps all the time..which I don't know if that's

how they are supposed to feel or not.. I say sleep as in that

tingley feeling.. when the circulation is cut off and your foot or

hand will fall asleep.. I fell asleep once, when I had legs, I was

in the nursing home.. my legs were hanging over the edge

of the bed.. I woke up fast, as I had to potty, I went to stand up

and went right to the floor, my legs were still asleep and hadnt

woke up when I did.. :-)

Tomorrow may possibly be a busy day, with phone calls and I

am not sure if Heidi will be here or not she hasnt let me know.. I

am a bit disappointed that Ive not heard from her when she said

she would be here last Tuesday, but I know the kid stays busy ,

but a phone call would have been nice.. Penny will be here and

we have a lot to do,, I want to get that basement fixed , all my

things down there I have a feeling are already ruined...I will have

her bring up what she can and hopefully will be able to salvage

it.. I hope so..If I can get rid of this chair and put my machine

there I may be able to rig it up somehow so I can use that thigh

lever on it.. I think so.. I have 4 skirts that I need to repair.. Ive

ripped them and its too long a rip to sew by hand..machine is

so much faster...plus I have this new leopard set to fix.. I still may

get the black, I ve wanted a black satin skirt for quite a while now.

I have to call COA and see If they have me scheduled for a ride

to the vascular guy on Tuesday and I want to call that woman, the

new Dr and see whether she is taking new patients.. Be nice if

she was then I can get under the care of ONE Dr not a new one

every time I go.. I hate that.. how can a Dr know their patients if

every time they go to a new office..This clinic is having a hard

time..and MANY have Complained.. Me for one..ive done that

since I started going there, The staff is not the most conscientious

kind.. I think they just go to get a paycheck..

I had to take a nap today, my back is hurting so bad, right in

between my GORGEOUS angel wings as I call them..right dead

center of my back.. and It is impossible to give your self a back

rub.. Ive tried.. I push back against the back of this chair..and

depending how bad it is..that sometimes helps... I could use a

good back rub.. I just have to find a volunteer now! :-) Im taking

applications you know :-)

The boy is stopping by on his way back from some week end

race they went to.. I called and told Dawn I didn't have enough

room in my freezer for all this popcorn chicken I got for them..

If they come today and get it..it should be fine.. I kept it in the

fridge and tightly sealed.. I know they've un thawed but if they

take them and nuke them, then freeze - should be fine.. There

was no way I could cook them for them..just too many and as

small as my work space is in the kitchen, would take me a

LONG time.. I spend an hour fixing food its gonna be for MY
DINNER! :-)

I didn't eat lunch today I napped through it..hoping when I got

up my back would feel better, sadly it doesn't, but I am still

a bit hungry and I have some of those good sizzler steakums..

and with some sauteed onions..and I have some really good

kaiser rolls, will be a VERY good sandwich.. and IM starved !

Time for this GORGEOUS WEEBLE to venture out into the

kitchen and make this sandwich a reality..then eat it.. then

clean up the mess then fix a kool aid, and head back to my

bed.. and some TV... "Nitey Nite" :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and thanks. :-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless you, is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again.....