~Ok, I Have A Temper~

I really hate when I let people's words or remarks put me in a bad

mood.. I hate fighting and arguing..specially when I'm right! :-)

I got up feeling really good, was a nice day, logged on to

yahoo and MSN ..aim.. to see who was up and about. A

friend messages me and we get into a huge fight..so much

so I was ready to throw this new computer out in the street..

Computers are such wonderful things...but they can bring

you such heartache and trouble more than anything else there

is I think.. I hate to have my feelings hurt by a callous or

unthoughtful remark.. I have such a bad temper it just makes

me mad all over !.. As nice as I am, I have that bad a temper.

I know I do and have been this way all my life..I just see red

when something makes me mad and there is just NO telling

what I will say or do.. I hate to get mad I really do..If I get too

mad and upset, it tears up my whole system, then I end up

literally SICK..pukey sick..that's how bad it is.. Over the years

Ive learned .. hard way- how to control it so that it just doesn't

over ride my whole system.. When I feel the anger I sit and

count to 10.. if I am really upset I start to write them a letter

to whomever it was made me mad..Usually by the 10th letter I

write, the mad has subsided and I can go on..

Having a horrible temper really can benefit you tho.. If I wasn't

so determined and just plain MAD that this happened to me

I don't think I would be like I am either.. I'm not gonna let the

loss of 2 legs stop me or my life.. made me mad that my

body failed me..so I am determined to make the best of it..

This isnt easy by a long shot but I'm determined I'm gonna

do it.. I get mad enough I can do anything :-) So I guess

some mads are good for you :-) Well, MAD got me out of

that homeless shelter before anyone else! :-)

I went to my email and found some photos I had sent to others

as I don't have my cam hooked up yet.. I still don't think I

should install this old one.. Ive had it for over 3 years and Ive

used it ALOT!..no, not for just pictures and videos of me.. :-)

I take photos outside and of the boys! ok, ok..so most are of

me ..but anyway, my cam wasn't acting right and the focus

was off..Next week.. after the first, I think I might check out a

new one..just to be safe with this new computer.. I was told I

can take the hard drive out of my old one and put it on a cd..

which I hope I can.. all my photos and videos and especially

all my stories are on that computer.. I could probly re write

them but I cant replace some of the photos.. I'm still looking

for someone to do it for me or show me how... So that photo

up top is an old one..its still the GORGEOUS WEEBLE

herself..in all her glory..aint I tho? I love me :-) I'm so glad

someone does :-) .. I know y'all love me too :-) even though

I have a bad temper :-)

I havent decided what I'm going to fix for my Sunday dinner

yet.. I just am not real hungry after a mad I really don't have

much of a appetite.. I will have to raid my cupboards and

see what I can find.. Sunday is almost over.. and its only a

week until we get to July..this year Is half gone already..

time sure flies when your having fun don't it? Life is good..

its all good..now my GORGEOUS WEEBLE "nitey nite"...:-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and thanks! :-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless You, is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend"

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

until I write again .....