~Ickky Monday~ :-(

This is a Monday that wasn't really necessary- for me

anyway. Started off really kinda bad because of just

ONE phone call.. I talked to Doug about the grant.. They

made a mistake in calculations and said "oops". And I

either come up with the difference, or move. There is

nothing else they can do. Adjust my budget is his idea.

If the money isnt there it never will be. I don't get pay

raises :-) I wish but I dont...Now with this new pres, I

wont even get the cost of living increase anymore. He

did suggest asking Joe to lower my rent. NOW, doesn't

THAT sound just hunky dory.?. By 112.oo.. Don't you

know he will jump at THAT !

Well.. I don't know what to do but just wait and see

the next few days or till next month, the increase is

gradual so maybe I can find a cheaper place, surely

NOT better, but cheaper. I Honestly don't know which

way to turn let alone do.. So I have to do my usual plan

of attack .

After I talked to Doug I got very sick, nauseated and

had chest pains. I had to take a nitro. I DONT like that

I let things get to me like this KNOWING the outcome.

I cant take that chance either to end up with a major

heart attack let alone another open heart surgery and

in hospital.. I have two kitties here that depend on me.

Penny was up all night and by 930 when I called she

was asleep. Apparently she has a very bad cough and

wasn't well today at all.. She fell back to sleep is why

she didn't phone.. With THAT stress and Doug I was

off to a VERY BAD day.. SO...

I am going to sit by my door and do NOTHING.. I know

I will think but maybe I can come up with a good plan

of attack on this and figure out what to do.. I still have

time.. So.. with that I am closing this post for today,

I am still a GORGEOUS WEEBLE... That will NEVER

change... wish nothing else could change !! :-)


Not to worry, I do enough of that for 20 zillion people.

I will figure something out.. :-) Thanks for all the advice

though and encouragement.. Greatly appreciated.. :-)


Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and thanks!
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you Friend.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again....