ButterflyLois

Amputee life before and after...

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

~Ok Who Took IT?~

Ok.. who took February? lol.. I mean..March 1st already???
Where is this time going? It is just flying past me, good
thing I am on wheels I think!!! lol...I thought I had only JUST
said was the start of a new year...its really amazing if you
stop and really look at how fast the time is really going.. I
do believe that the older we get the more we realize just
how fast time does go..just tick tick tick...:-)

When we are young we dont feel the time will ever go by.
That life just drags so slow..and see nothing ahead...
I read so much about these young people..that they get so
depressed and really want to die..they are healthy but see
that dying is the only solution to their problems.. or they
are doing some of these stupid drugs that are out there
that are instantly addictive.. can you believe they are even
spraying paint into bags and smelling it just to get a buzz?
Why are their lives so bad that they feel the need to escape
from here and dying is the only way out? its so sad...and
happens so much...you read this all the time.. Like they have
no regard for life at all..no ones..not even their own ..sad...

Now don't get me wrong, I am NOT a Miss Goody 2 Shoes..
Ive tried my share of stuff.. I just dont and didnt like it.. I drank
i tried cocaine all of it.. I never did try the hard needle stuff
tho.. I have tried acid..Laughed my butt off so hard I felt like
my face was going to fall off.. But I just didnt LIKE the feeling--
i had of no control..same with drinking... I didnt like the feeling
that I couldnt drive..well I did ONE time and I LEARNED the
hard way.. you DONT Drink and Drive, when they scraped my
car off the guard rails..and ME and my DOG out of the totaled
car- i learned. I do think their is a solution to the problem of some
of the young people.. and its like I said before..both parents
have to work and the home life is suffering... Its so sad but its
all the changing times... Well I just TOLD all about myself didnt
I? well who doesnt try stuff they shouldnt? if anyone says they
NEVER have? well I do find that HARD to believe lol..

I started smoking ciggies when I was about 13 or so..I didnt inhale
till I was 18..then my girlfriend told me ' YOU ARENT SMOKING"
i was upset..yes I was.!. well NO- I was just breathing the smoke
into my mouth.. she says "ok..breathe in with a DEEP breathe at
the same time" ARGH.!!!!! LORD HAVE MERCY!!! I coughed and
choked and gagged lol..but THAT was my very FIRSt inhale of a
cigarette.. I was 18..almost 19...and smoked till I was 54..i did quit
for 3 years tho back in ..hmmm i wanna say 87? not sure....about
back then..and like a dummy I started back again..I have NO
idea or excuse why, other than I just WANTED to..lol...was my
choice... I wonder sometimes if I had read on the ciggie pack
'you can possibly have legs amputated from smoking', if I would
NOT have smoked? Isnt THAT a good question? and to be
truthful ..probably not..I knew back then the risks of cancer from
smoking..and I did anyway..so..I dont know.. but here I am after
all this smoking time..and NO LEGS lol.. thats what it cost me...
I paid...but at least it didnt Kill me..so I do have something to be
grateful for.. :-)

well my philosophy for the day.. oh and if you didnt read momar's
post. do NOT drink rose hip tea if you are taking a diuretic (water
pill) good advice momar.. you will get the dry pissies lol...I have
NEVER heard that in my life..I have had the dry heaves..when you are
throwing up but not that Momar..lol..You sure made me smile..but
I believe its probly possible..WELL - - ANYTHING Is POSSIBLE in
this day and age lol.. I see the apprentice is back with a bunch of
new "PEOPLE" selling junk to show they can run a billion dollar
company.... I dont know why I watch that maybe just to watch the Don's
ugly face say "YOUR FIRED" hes such a smuck lolol.. but i still watch his
show lol....I'd like to be on that lol.. I WOULD WIN too :-)

Well its time to Weeble into the kitchen... i think writing these posts
is what makes me hungry..what else could it be? by the time I click
on publish post my mind is already in my pantry looking for food..
trying to decide what I want.. lol and I have NO idea tonite..so maybe
just a light snack be good...Rae did show up today and she is
feeling alot better..she gets migraine headaches..which are not good..
She did a great job and Dutch had a great time with her .. she talks to
him and plays with him the whole time.. Im glad she can tolerate such a
cat lol...He will MAKE you like him- LB? he just crawled up here by my
puter and took a nap ...we all 3 say .."NITEY NITE" :-)

Y'all have a good one now y'hear? luv ya..& thanks...
Always, Lois ****


May God Bless you today,
I'm so honored to call you friend,
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...

4 Comments:

  • At 8:59 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Who took it? I don't know but it sure was fast. Time really flys.
    Moi,
    Robert

     
  • At 4:26 AM, Blogger Lois said…

    Morning Robert, I dont know who took it either, They say "time flies when you are having fun" did you have fun to? I'm not sure yet if I did or not !! :-) hope you have a good day..
    ALways, Lois****

     
  • At 2:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Dear Lois,
    It's the "It won't happen to me, only to other folks" syndrome, isn't it? I quit smoking a pipe and inhaling after my first heart attack!! lol.
    I've been merry on booze, but never totally smashed, and I have never tried any of the other stuff. Pardon me while I polish my halo!!! lol ;-)
    Sadly, you are not the only one who has lost her legs through smoking. Buerger's disease is reputed to be caused by it, though Dr Epifanov, in Russia, says not. Don't know what to believe, sometimes.
    Take care of my favourite Weeble, lots of love and hugs,
    Raife

     
  • At 4:14 PM, Blogger Lois said…

    Hi Raife, I agree..I dont think they know what causes half of the things wrong with people. Well at least we can say we got smarter lol..:-)
    ALways, Lois****

     

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