~Snowy Morning Wake UP~

We woke up to some heavy duty snow this morning.. My boy got

me up about 5:30 and I heard this scraping sound and thought

'hmmm, a plow?' and looked out and you can see we got some

snow..Dutch sat there at that window most of the day watching

it..He loves his window..I have to admit..I enjoy the window too..

There is so much more life outside these windows than what was

at the apartment... all we saw there were parking lots and dumpsters.

thats not the greatest..before the apartments , that wonderful

field..that was nice.. so alive with animals..I always saw something

there..

The boy was yawning, and his mouth is wide open,,i hope you can

see the teeth in this cat..hes only 3..looks like fangs of a huge

tiger doesnt he? he bites too..when Dutch plays hes very

aggressive so when he gets mad well with teeth like this..they can

do some damage...Scarey pic hey? I like it though..

I love this picture of him just glarey eyed looking out..this was

early the sun wasnt even up..The light outside on the left

is so bright it comes from that garage across the street,

I dont need night lights in here the house is so lit up from that

place over there..If you look on the side of the window there

you can just about tell how bad this window is and needs to

be replaced..the paint is chipping and I guess even the sash

cord was cut is why the window fell open..There still is a draft

in here and its from the one behind the couch.. I have to keep

one of these up or Dutch will climb thru and bend the slats of

the blind lol..When he wants in the window he wants IN the

window!!!

Penny will be here tomorrow and we have lots to do..I tried

to move my bed today and all I did was make a bigger mess

in there than what was already there. I am having a hard time

getting into my closet, so I thought if I move my bed the other

way that I could get into the closet better..Well I tried to move

that bed by myself..and it absolutely refused to budge! If my

stinkin power chair was runnin i could move anything with it.

and I know I could this bed.. Me, myself, well I just couldnt

get it to move, i sure tried hard and just had to quit before I

blew a fuse..

I did get a call and they will be here tomorrow to check over

my chair and see whats wrong..I was telling my counselor

today that this just isnt right what they are doing to me about

this..I told her this is what makes me so mad , I can gripe

and call and complain..what about these poor people that

cant and are afraid to..just not right..they would just sit back

and quietly wait ..not say a word.. I bet quite a few people

these past few weeks wish that I WAS that way TOO!!! lol me?

never.. I see something wrong I WILL bring it to someones

attention trust me lol..

So much I have found out these past few months since all

this CRAP started in august..I ve really learned alot..all the

places that are really supposed to help, that advertise they

do ..dont..St. Vincent DePaul acted so fast getting me a

stove and fridge it was just days..the fastest of any of them..

I called many places..and I honestly was so disappointed

in places that I thought I KNEW were help ful but were NOT

at all..Salvation Army said they couldnt do anything to help.

But I got what I needed..I still need other stuff . but Im making

it every day some days less troublesome than others.. lol..

I like the days that I actually wake up happy and today was

one of those days.. I woke up..sat for a minute..realized,

'hey' I think im happy today, this day might be a good one'

I decided then that I wasnt going to call and gripe at anyone

today I was giving everybody a break from me..I have to do

that if I dont well..I would go nuttier lol..I have to step back so

to speak and get my perspective back..so I can see a little

more clearly..and kinda wind down, let the day take care

of itself so to speak I was leavin it alone it could just be a

regular Day lol..works for me..

Lunch was ..well..like the usual from there..Dutch just looked

at it..and stepped on it as he walked by and jumped down..

it was some kind of meat and sure didnt look appetitizing

not to me anyway.. I may make some toast and tea..Its still

drafty but I turned the heat up a tad..its hard to see up there

to read that tiny dial..but I turned it up once the sun goes

down it really gets cold..You see by sunset it was cold..

the sun had just dropped behind the buildings..see the

puddle is frozen almost already ..it was bitter cold today ..

I bet I know where its warm tho.. I know LB does..hes so goofy..

when I lay on my back..he will walk up between my stumps and
start to go in circles..every time he will push against the insides of
them until I move them apart enough so he can curl up in a ball
there..Hes slept at that spot since he was a baby, his favorite spot.
Mine? my favorite spot? Over on that bed..Its only 7 now but I am
really tired, so I know where im going..I am not passing go or
collecting 200 dollars..straight to bed for me..I love monopoly..
Nitey Nite.. :-)

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? luv ya and thanks.

ALways, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..