~Im Tryin~

I am very seriously trying to feel better but not doing

a very good job. I got up early this morning and hoped

I would feel better..As the morning wore on I could feel

my self fading and longing to go back to my bed. I did

stay up for a while and did get my inbox cleared out

and said hello to some friends...but I had to go back

and lay it down.. I have been taking my pills so I had

to eat something before I do, the one pill says to take

with food.. I had some left over mashed potatoes so

I had that and then went to find my bed again..

My boy called last nite, said my phone rang 7 times

before I answered it and it was right next to me. I

must have been in a sound sleep, I did have the TV

on though..and the ring is not very loud on my phone.

He said if I hadnt answered he was prepared to come

over here to check on me.. Hes such a good kid.. He

did go back to work..but a desk job so to speak..hes

not up and walking around a lot.. Hes been back to

the Dr and the graft doesn't seem to be sticking like

it should so they are keeping a close eye on it..

I noticed since I have been in bed so much these

past few days how badly my right stump aches..It

goes into this sleep as I call it..and it really does

ache.. I wish I had a better mattress I think that is

the real problem.. Ive tried laying on my side but

that gets uncomfortable since my left stump is

bigger and heavier and puts more weight on my hip

and that makes my hip ache.. I have more problems

it seems :-) I will be glad though when I don't have

to spend so much time in there..

My boys have enjoyed mom being in bed so much

though since that's all they do themselves is sleep.

LB whines and meows and even brings his girl

friend up on the bed with us.. Dutch hes a day sleeper

and prowls quite a bit at nite.. He still chases shadows.


I Had an appoint ment today with THeresa from CMH

and I canceled it as I didn't want to give this to her and

then she take it home to her family.. I think that's how

all this stuff spreads so badly... I know I have heard

from many that there are a lot of people sick with this.

Some have ended up in hospital..and as badly as I

feel I can understand why...

I want to thank you all again for the get well wishes ..I

am trying VERY hard to do just that. But I really do

appreciate your TLC.. means a lot to me.. Its time to

head back to my bed again..Hopefully tomorrow will

be a better day.. "Nitey Nite"

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya..And thanks!

ALways, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..