~Grass n Plants~

The boys are cool...Poor abused babies, got it rough hey?? :-)

I have been told some of the nicest things lately that just

really make me feel really good and like I am not just a

dot on a map of zillions,unnoticed, that who will remember

me.. I sent an email this morning, it was a song that was

sung by Don Ho, Tiny Bubbles.. great song and a very

nice sort of relaxing kind.. but most Hawaiian music really

is..very soothing. But he passed away this year, a month

or so back.. I saw his photo and was listening to him..and

I thought 'this man will never die', just like Elvis, or JFK,

and that lovely Princess Diana.. those people will be always

remembered..where some one like me, with no one really,

just a sister , and Donnie, and I think to a point they will maybe

remember me.. but I think.. I am the last from my parents, who

will remember them? I get melancholy and think about this

stuff..usually when I have nothing else on my mind that is

cluttering up my head with problems.. :-) and there wont be

many of them until the next batch of bills come in .. :-)

I have been threatening to get that ancestry.Com but it is just

so bloody expensive.. I just cant do that..!50.oo a year..that's

a lot.. I will say that if you find what your looking for and all,

then yes, its probly worth it..but what I want to find I am starting

at knowing nothing but MY original birth certificate with my

birth parents names on them.. I would like to know my nationality

and something about my birth father, none of us know anything.

My brother does have the news paper clippings of when he died.

He wasn't very old.. My friend in the UK , bless her heart looked

up and found the birth records of my adopted mother and her

family, but I knew they would be there..There are so many things

I would like to know and people I would like to find, perhaps some

may be looking for me, many use that looking for family, so perhaps

the cost is worth it..for that kind of money you would think it would

be limited ..not for just a year...
I was sitting at this desk this afternoon about 2 or so, and I heard

this noise which sounded like a lawn mower.. There have been

trucks out there washing the streets, every day now for 3 days

they have been washing them..I thought it was another one of

them..the streets here must be really nasty the way they have

been steady scrubbing them.. Ive counted 3 times now they

have gone past my house and along the side of it.. a spray that

comes out the front, and 2 scrubby disks that go round scrubbing

at the road, leaves a wet trail but when it dries I look out there

and I honestly see no difference. I think they do that to get rid of

all the gunk from cars, trucks, then all the stuff put on the roads

in the winter, salt and sand, probly gives the roads longer life.

That's part of the joys of summer putting up with road repairs

from damage done by ice, those pot holes are deadly, I hit

one once and lost my hubcap.. I wish I had thought about doing

the sides being different.. who would notice? I bet there is not

ONE person that has gone around to notice if someones car

has all 4 matching hub caps. I didn't even on my own! I never

paid attention even when I washed it now that I think about it..

I had a cute little Plymouth Reliant,, 86..nice little car..My Dad

bought it brand new..I gave it to Kelli when I lost my right leg..

anyway... I looked out and saw that a path had been cut around

the edge, and I knew Robert was here.. He had been coming on

Sunday, which he was due this past one..I figgured was fathers

day that he didn't work. But I've not heard from him all week..my

grass really needs cut.. I look out there and its hard enough

looking at the sad state of my flower beds, let alone the grass

being a foot high..well not that high :-) it was long, needed cut.
Penny came today and brought me a nice surprise..2 tomato plants..
she planted them outside by the garage...lots of good sun there.
I put arrows to show where they are.. in the middle of them

is the new rose bush Penny brought me. The tomatoes

shouldn't have any problem with the rose as small as it

still is..come this fall we can pull the tomato plants out.. She

found a flower box in the back of the flower bed, filled it

with dirt and put it out by the front door on the outside

landing.. She is going to put some Impatients in it.. They

do so good in shade. This place could be so nice.. I am

going to go out side there one of these days..and I may

do it next week.. I have to go OUT 2 days next week, to

get my state ID and to the bloomin Dr to let her veryify ONE

more TIME..again..that my legs have NOT grown back...

Well Im starved, lunch was so bad and ugly and totally pathetic

today and I was so mad when I saw it I sent it back told them

to keep it.. Add it to someone elses to give them a full meal..

The tiny amounts they put in these its awful.. They make sure

theres only enough ..JUST enough for one person..heaven

forbid, there would be leftovers. Sad. Anyway.. Time to find

food and do some serious TV tonite.. Ive been up late every

day this week and I still have NOT caught up with my inbox,

Im behind in answering which I hate to be..so letter writing

is on the schedule for tomorrow.. Im just SO busy :-) my life

is just SO HETIC ... haha.... This GORGEOUS WEEBLE

bids you a fond.. "Nitey Nite" :-D

Y'all have a good one Y'hear? Love ya, and thanks :-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..