~No Kenny Today~

Right now is 4pm I have not heard from anyone all day. I really

don't know if Kenny still plans to come today or what, its late.. One

of these times I wish they would do what they say they are.

How can a person plan their day when you don't know what

is happening. I got up at 430 this morning, wide awake.. I

took a short desk rest about 10 till 11 but I am still tired and

could easily go back for a 2nd nap..I don't dare do that tho...I

guess Kenny is afraid since this mean lady "YELLS" at him..

what a joke... :-)

Penny went to Meijers yesterday as they had a clothes rack

on sale for twenty dollars.. to hang your clothes on.. Its quite

sturdy and has possibly 3 places to hang clothes if I can find

another rod long enough to go across it to make a lower one,

which would be so good for my skirts.. I know I sit all day but

I still hate wrinkles.. My clothes are jammed into 2 VERY

small closets right now and they can be wrinkle free when they

are hung in there but when I go to get something they are a

mass of wrinkles.. I am going to have Penny check and see

if there is a steamer of some kind that I can get, instead of

plugging in my iron and ironing on the table.. be easier to

hang what ever and just run steam up and down to get the

wrinkles out.. I think they have some small travelling kind. I
know I need something to get out the wrinkles..of my clothes

that is.. I don't think the other "wrinkles" I have can be taken

out by steam..I wish they could! :-)

I almost fell out of my chair today. I was going to open the door

to let some fresh air in and I got stuck between the couch and

the chair again.. I went to reach for the desk to pull my self to

get loose and my hand slipped off the desk and I JUST about

hit the floor, the recliner stopped me from going down.. THAT

would be all I need after yesterday.. I was so upset by evening

that I couldn't even count to 10 to wind down.. I think the last

count was 937.. :-) no but seems like it.. I cant remember being

that angry with someone.. or being talked to so rudely with no

consideration and to tell me this was his house whether I rented

it or not and he could do what ever he pleased here.. I hate to

differ with this little man..but HIS FATHER owns this house..not

Chris.. His father signed the lease when CHRIS didn't come here

for his money, he sent daddy.. I have never seen 2 grown men

afraid of a woman in a wheelchair? that's kinda sad.. I wouldn't

hurt them too badly.. :-D...just kidding.. I told Chris yesterday..

"if you don't respect others, how do you expect to get it in return"

This really has upset me..and I have to make a plan of attack to

deal with it.. and I need suggestions.. I cant take this from this

man.. Its his responsibility to make sure this place was rentable,

he had 2 months to do it before I moved in.. he didn't.. I think the

very smartest thing for me to do is to wait till Lori is back and

talk to her.. She is in charge of the grant from CMH that pays

part of my rent.. She is not happy with Chris as well.. When she

hears all this when she gets back I KNOW she will not be happy.

I don't want to be ugly I just want a nice safe place to live and

try to have a life... I thought this little house would do the trick.

Read back since last October when I moved in.. I have had

nothing but trouble with Chris.. this is not acceptable.. Lori I

am sure will think of something.. My next step is to find a new

place to move to.. I don't care what state, county or country, I

have to do something..and I am the only one that can.. I have

NO choice.. I cant keep going on like this.. I would end up back

in a nursing home drooling in a corner and doing uglies on the

floor..and I WONT do that.. well hopefully NOT for a VERY long

time anyway..

I didn't phone my Drs office I just didn't want a confrontation with

the nurses.. I will wait till tomorrow and let them know the anti biotics

are done , the cream doesn't work and this elbow still hurts like

hell.. I have a appointment next week with the bone Dr.. I don't think

that's going to help but I have to do something.. the pain has NOT

stopped or diminished.. The photo up top I took today, the white is

like blisters and I don't know from the cream or what .. It itches awful

and right on the very end tip of my elbow is where the pain is.. No

matter which way I put it.. no weight can be put on it at all.. I don't

know what the doctor will say and no telling WHICH doctor is at

the office .. Ive had a different one now the last 4 no 5 times I went.

This cream has cortisone in it..that may be the culprit.. I cant take

that.. My skin is super sensitive.. EVERYWHERE...

I know ONE place it is.. and Im sitting on it.. and it needs relieved..

almost 12 hours now I have been sitting and I need out of this chair

for a while.. plus im hungry ..COA lunch..well name it and you can

have it.. I will share.. no.. don't YOU eat it either..just don't look good.

like its already been eaten once..and that's super ICKY.. Well I made

it through another day, almost a mishap but I made it.. Time for food,

a soda..and some BED resting.. Thanks for all your loving concern..

It sure means a lot to me to know Im not alone..You have NO idea..

It makes a big difference knowing I have such dear friends.. thanks..

thanks..and THANKS :-) " Nitey Nite"....

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya.. and thanks!!!! :-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless you, is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again.....