~Achey Day~

Its a gloomy, dark, rainy day today, even foggy at times.. I was

going to sleep later but I woke up at 5:30 just wide awake..My

stumps were bothering me. I noticed as I laid there that they

both were really achy, I tried moving them to a different position,

and even propped them up on a pillow which sometimes will

help..today was not the case though..seemed no matter which

way I moved or laid It did not stop them from aching.. I did notice

if I do lay sort of at a slant..kind of on my side, but not really- that

it does help for a while.. maybe a couple hours then I have to re-

position myself or I just have to get up.. Someone said to me once

in chat on yahoo.."must be nice to get to sit all the time"... trust me,

its not nice..it gets VERY old. specially when your butt gets flat!

Mine feels that way sometimes.. :-) just call me the flat butted

GORGEOUS WEEBLE :-)

I did call and talk to Norma over at COA this morning, first thing too..

Someone new answered the phone..that I didnt know.. Norma thought

I had asked for tomorrow and promptly said.."there are NO vacancies

for a ride tomorrow"..Tuesday is the day all the ladies make their hair

appointments at the beauty shop..that's why Tuesdays is full..then I

told her my appt is for Wednesday.. I am anxious to hear what this Dr

says when I show him my thumb and hands and arms..AND tell him

the assistant he has there, Julie, said it was NOT urgent, that I see

a dermatologist..and I have to wait till June now..I am anxious to hear

what he has to say.. If this Dr does NOTHING.. I guarantee I will be in

the emergency room telling THEM of this abuse and neglect that I

feel they are giving me.. NO ONE phoned and told the dermatologist

that it was urgent I see them..So someone is lying..and I KNOW its

the nurses at my clinic..its the same thing.. They don't like me and will

NOT go out of their way to help me at all.. This isnt over..trust me.. I am

really mad about this.. If they bothered to look at my history and would

realize that I have circulation problems..they maybe would see this is

NOT something that is just ordinary rashes.. This is NOT over..not by

a long shot.. those people don't wanna hear this fat lady sing on this

crap that they obviously DONT give one Rats Patootie about.. I know
I am not the only one they abuse.. I could name names of others...So

could Penny..

Penny came and we are all clean,, and I told her she doesn't need to

go to the Dr with me on Wed..as its past her time to be here..she is

only sposta be here for 3 hrs..9 to 12:30..well 3 half.. so on Wed, she

is gonna come in late as she wants to go to see this Dr with me.. I

think its good she does so she can more or less witness all this crap

they are giving me..and hear what this Dr, what ever his name is..

what he says and does.. This will be most interesting.. I don't think

any of them when I roll in to and OUT of that office Wednesday will be

very happy.. I should ask my sis to come go with me.. boy would they
HATE that !!! :-) She and I are so much alike..Well we don't accept

the lame excuses they always hand out to customers,and let them know.

But anyway, between my stumps aching today and my thumb feeling

like its ready to fall off I really don't feel too bad.. Im up and rolling and

getting stuff done..but now Im ready to eat something..Lunch was...well

the usual "Guess what"... It looked really bad today ..even Dutch jumped

back when he got a smell..then he RAN like he was possessed into the

bathroom.. Well after a reaction like that..Hell, I aint eating this stuff...

would you? cats eat rats! not mine..but.. if my boy wont eat something..

I wont either.. hes a very good judge of good food.. a cat food critic :-)

well not cat food..but FOOD... :-) and mine is in the kitchen ...I know I

have something good out there.. and this GORGEOUS WEEBLE knows

right where it is..so its that time "Nitey Nite" :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and thanks ! :-)

ALways, Lois ****

God Bless you, is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again.....