~Great New Cam~

I have been playing with my new webcam again.!. I

really am amazed at how good the photos are. I

was reading how to operate it and it can take a

photo as big as 8 megapixels.. I don't know what

that means other than it should be an exceptionally

clear photo..which I tried it, I took one of the D's,

and it was 1.7 MB. That's big..but clear? it was

wonderful.!..Theyre young they can take good clear

closeups..Me, well I need a little farther away :-)

Ive been asked a few times to put a photo here that

shows the ends of my stumps again. so there ya go.

The scars on each one are so different it makes me

wonder if the same doctors really did the surgeries,

which it was sposted to have been, Dr. Simoni..hes

left that office now, I have to say I wasn't really

impressed with the bedside manner all 3 of them

in that office had, Dr Jain, Dr. Munn as well.. When

Dr. Munn told me that night my left leg was going to

have to be amputated, I started to cry, he looked at

me and sort of took a step back and said "There is

no NEED to cry, it HAS to be done, so STOP crying".

I was more hurt by what he said than anything.. How

awful to say to a person.. I KNEW that, why wasn't I

allowed to cry? Anyone would. I bet if it was him..he

would bawl his eyes out..

My right stump is smaller than my left as well.. I think

because partly from wearing that binder, I think my

left is bigger because it was infected for over a year,

I wasn't going to get prosthetics.. I changed my

mind after 2 months of wearing that awful thing on

my stump..It was NOT easy, it kept sliding off every

time I moved and that would look awful to be going

down the hall pulling at your crotch to get that binder

back in place.. I didn't want fake legs..

I decided back then that this is me.. no legs and I was

NOT going to represent myself as something I wasn't

even for the sake of others that didn't like to see the

realization that a person is legless.. I honestly don't

care if no one likes how I look..well I say "DONT look

at me then".. I like me no matter how I look ..with legs

with out legs and what ever, hopefully NOT, body parts

that may fall off .. ok .get CUT off :-) Naa you see me..

this is what you get.. A GORGEOUS WEEBLE :-)

Lunch was pretty good today..Was ham with macaroni

and cheese.. Notice the ham was first? There was hardly

and mac and cheese! the ham was excellent, a great

smokey taste, but there wasn't hardly any macaroni..It

came with peas and onions, those tiny pearl ones and it

had stewed tomatoes.. Me, what I do I put it all into one

bowl and mix it all together..Its really good.. This new

cook doesn't do too bad.. They bring frozen dinners for

the holidays but I'm not keen on eating them.. I worry

that they might cool down and crap will grow on it and

all I would need is food poisoning or some junk.. So I

give them to Penny that takes them to one of her other

clients that cant get them anymore..I guess cuz they

found out he had a car even though he doesn't drive it.
I have heard some news that our lunches may start to

be delivered only once a week because of the gas.. Then

we would have to freeze them. What if some don't have

a big enough freezer? With the way things are going I

worry what other things theyre going to stop..possibly

their rides and lawn mowing..THEN what would I do?
Who would cut my grass? I sure cant expect Penny to

do that and how would I afford to pay someone to cut

it..and in THIS town if you don't keep your grass cut

you will get a citation, a ticket from the city..they

will cut it and you pay for the cutting AND the ticket.

So I may be in DODO..always something...

Well I am out of this chair for today, I have some of

those dibs and they are the best treat, I sure enjoy

them.. I got a new photo of our baby Alex, I havent

asked permission to use it yet so as soon as I ask Kelli

I will show you our baby..I asked today if her Papa,

my ex, Willie, has been here to see him..Kelli informed

me hes been here, all the way from Louisiana TWICE!.

I live 30 miles down the road from that boy and Ive

only seen him ONCE! now, WHAT is wrong with THAT

picture?? I need to see that boy more often I think..

Tomorrow is the 4th, please be careful with the fire

works, but have a great time, I have no plans but to

visit with my friends here and of course to write to

you.. So until then its time for my GORGEOUS

WEEBLE "nitey nite"...

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and THANKS!

Always, Lois ****

God Bless You, is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend"

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

until I write again .....