~2 Years Today~ :-)

Two years ago today I moved into this little house. I do

like it here, the only thing is I just wish it were more

suited for me. I doubt seriously if I will really ever move

from here so I should keep trying to adapt it more for

me and what I need and want.. I wish I could remodel

it the way I see it in my minds eye, it could be just so

perfect for me with what I see could be done to it..

After adapting the inside the only other real improvement

of course a deck in back, but if this place was on a lake

or even the river it would be so nice. But a huge pool out

there in that big back yard sure would be nice too, I'd

be happy with that :-) I have a friend has a pool AND

lives on a lake, now, how good is THAT.!. :-)
Next month Penny will have been with me for 2 years,

I'm not sure of the date though. It just doesn't seem

like this much time has gone by already, just shows you

how fast time slips by us.. and most of the time we are

not even aware how quickly things move along and change.

Seeing Alex made me so aware of time ....
I told Jorge some stories about Kelli when she was small

and then I see her sitting there holding her son... I see

photos of my grands, and of my sons.. so much time has

gone by.. that we cant get back, only remember. Looking

ahead is what keeps me going I think.. The past is done,

over, I cant change anything, and boy, if I could, I surely

would.. I know I made some mistakes, I don't regret

them as it was my choice, but some decisions I had no

choice but to make and I did what I had to do to survive.

That's why I can write this today.. I think that's built

into each of us.. that WILL survive.. I admit some days

he hides from me.. but hes still there, I have to make

sure WILL is .. his last name is TRY.... :-)

I wasn't sure what to make for my satday dinner so I

splurged and made my very best favorite.. remember

what it is? Yup.. Fries N' Gravy. I havent made them in

ages and I tell you what, I bet I said "MMM" after

every bite.. I hope I NEVER get tired of them.. I had

one last tomato, I sliced it.. had it with my fries and

well I have to admit, I did take a 5 yesterday after

I got on my bed to watch TV.. I was out light a light

for about an hour.. This getting up at 4 am is just

throwing my sleep habits into chaos... I hate when that

happens don't you? :-)

My SonDay Dinner I don't know for sure yet, I may do

some fish and sprussle brouts... I love those things and

they are SO good for you... I'm done for today and its

time for some TV .. ya right, I'm gonna go eat, then it

will be "take a 5 time" I bet :-) oh well. I have no set

schedule to do anything.. that's the joys of being a

MOST GORGEOUS WEEBLE.." Nitey Nite" :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear.. Love ya and THANKS!

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you "friend".

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again....