~I'll Get Over This!~

I welcomed this new year laying in a hospital bed, fighting

for my life, knowing that I would survive, I HAD to.. This fight

isnt over and I plan to live another 20 years.. On the 20th of

this month I will be 66 years old.. my life isnt over and I still

have a lot of life in me, weak as I am right now, I WILL GET

over this.. I will accept nothing less.. :-) talk about bull-
headed hey? :-)


Being this ill and being alone has made me think of what I

should prepare for.. I think my Knight has seriously lost his

way and will never find me, so it looks like the rest of this

ride I'm on I will have to do it with the TLC from my dear

friends that worry and love me... and you have NO idea how

great that makes me feel..


I cant predict what is ahead, no one can, but I can make

arrangements now to be prepared, like the boy scouts..I

don't want to be a burden to my family THAT is not acceptable.

Penny and I have talked about my living in her house..Which

may be good.. I have a lady friend that is in a wheel chair, she

has asked me to live with her...There are lots of possiblilities

and I could find a bigger place and have someone come and

live with me...

I'm doing better every day, my problem now is sitting of course,

and no appetitite...And I am not sleeping good at all..I'm up most

of the night...That is not good...Today I am having some left over

goulash Penny made for me..and at 4 I will be in front of my TV

watching the PACKERS!!!! GOOO PACK!!! I hope they make

it to the super bowl.. if for no other reason to show Farve HE

was NOT the team... :-)


I'm still a weak but GORGEOUS WEEBLE, and I'll be back! :-)

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you 'friend'.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...