~Thinking~

Ive had lots of time to think about me, my health, and what is

ahead for me and especially what should I do to prepare...I

am the only one that can do anything to get on and do what

is best for me...

I have not been this desperately ill since I had that awful infection

in my stump.. This reaction scared me.. I woke up in the middle

of the night almost out of my mind with Itching and the most awful

feeling that at Times I really thought I was dying and there was NO
ONE to call out to, I was alone and had to survive until someone,

Penny, showed up the next day...

I havent been able to keep anything down and the dehydration

was rampant that my kidneys and organs were on the verge of

shut down. I don't remember the trip to the hospital other than

the sound of the siren....

Every day I am trying to stay up longer.. Last night was awful..I

couldn't fall asleep so many things going thru my head of what

to do.. Find a companion to live with me, go to a nursing adult

living facility.. But I have to be prepared.. and only I can decide.

I'm still a GORGEOUS WEEBLE and thanks again Bev, and to

all of you faithful caring friends...thanks... I'll be back ... :-)

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you 'friend'.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...